::Hey people, I'm sorry I don't post much. I just don't really feel like sharing anymore of my life than I think I should. Most things that happen to me is quite close to my heart and quite private. So yeah I don't want to share it with the world unless its meant to be shared. So this blog may be on hiatus for a long while again sorry guys. I just can't sleep at night....::

.:Fireport blogged on 1:44 AM:.
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::Ever felt like you have a lot to say yet you have nothing as well? Yeah that's how it is for me when I look at my blog posting and such. I just keep giving myself excuses to not do things now and just laze around. Heck its not like its something I want to do much but somehow I'm doing it all the same. Gosh I'm just so angry with myself sometimes when I think about it. I just stopped writing, trying to draw and playing the guitar after school started. I kinda just stopped thinking and ticking and bothering about things.

I lost the drive and determination to do a lot of things ever since school started. I feel like a bum seriously. Nothing more than an idiot who dreams but does nothing. I guess that's how it feels like to be nothing more than a druggie. Excuse the dry humor but my head really hurts right now cause of my lack of sleep and excessive gaming routine.

Well at least I'm getting my homework assignments done and that might start to get my head working again. Thank god for Mass Comm right? Haha Well I hope so anyway. Radio assignment here I come!!!::

.:Fireport blogged on 4:44 PM:.
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