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As the sky turned dark and I looked out the window I saw my brother coming home from the war...
As of today this blog will become Forgotten Memories : Sorrow themed.
I will set up a new theme every month.
The theme for next month maybe either Daisy , Hatred , Or Wrath
7 sins Love them Hate them can't live without them
End of Intro now to something new
I moved on today...
Didn't have enough strength to continue thinking about it so I left it like that
She will live in my heart as a good person forever even if we stay as friends
For that is the power of legacy even if it wasn't completely the way it was.
Legacy is a powerfull thing....
(Message to her if she reads: You are a good person I mean this passage to say that if you leave a legacy on the way you are remembered you will always be thought of this way)
As I looked closer I could see yes it was my brother but he had lost the one smile he had when he left....::
.:Fireport blogged on 9:42 PM:.
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Was it anastasia who left with me on the railroad when i refused to kill her....
or was it another one of Lenin's spies...
It another day of mugging for me.Today its history tommorow is god knows what.
Heck today had to stay back for remedial in the end it was something i already learnt there fore I didn't go for it.
Haiz things didn't really go the way i wanted today.I really wished i bought that adapter for my keyboard I need to connect it to my computer so i can make some beats haiz.
My music is now never heard lol.
Gtg sleep now I'm tired.
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.:Fireport blogged on 9:17 PM:.
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Lol Studying on WWII Russia right now.
This blog is goona change abit instead of traveling we will soon become a forgotten memory.
So you can expect more poetry and maybe some artwork.
Cya Soon
NOthing much to blog about anyways
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.:Fireport blogged on 8:27 PM:.
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Just bought Dynasty Warriors 5 Empires only have one word for it.SOLID.
Its so damn cool.You play a tactiction and also a general.You command the troops and also lead the troops.You capture the enemy and also convert them.Everything you would expect in ancient china.
In other news theres nothing.Lol bored mugging doing some history revision.about to sleep.No one rped the entire weekend lol.Happy After Easter for those people who love afterparties.
Lets have one right now
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5 simple steps to an after party
1. Get some guest
2. Get some greens(Pimps and pushers you know what i'm talking about) and a location
3.Get a real loud sterio with nice dance beats and loads of tracks.
4.Get booze loads of it and some condoms some people do weird stuff when thier drunk.
5.Enjoy the rest of the night clean up in the morning.
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Lol simple?
Ok well today in school played alot of BBall.Slept in maths class and mothertounge(exhaustion).
Might have angered someone abit too much(Sumimasen Gomenasai)
Might like some other girl now....(I dont know who yet but just got the feeling I like someone i missed in my little brush with destiny a week before)
So in the end lifes still life and books still don't do your homework for you and lets all end this with a quote from southpark.
"HOW WOULD YOU LIKE TO SUCK MY BALLS"
Eric Cartmen (Celebrity and fourth grade student)
Amen to that brothers.
Say that to your ho if they wanna oppose you ok.
And i mean ho cause if you dissing your girl I am goona Baseball your a** to canada.
End of this post.
Travling through the souls of others is tiring.
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.:Fireport blogged on 9:54 PM:.
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I just decided to add something to my blog something I call Radio Station.I mean the radio is one of the most important things when traveling in the world so can't live with out one.Other radio station post will either contain poetry or some lyrics I find meaning full.
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Now some full blast of EMO poetry
No I aint emo
Neither am I goth
I'm just a mother f*cker living his life as much as he can
POETRY START
BrokenWhen you left all i saw was black.I thought about it and maybe knew what our relationship lacked.But the more I thought the more anger too me.And then i thought it's your fault not mine.You told me the same thing but in the end i realised.The biggest fault had lied with me the only one with and all seeing eye.POETRY END
Well i do feel broken.
Ok some parts to explain for you block heads here some Dummies guide to EMO poetry
Black = Fear,Hate,Uncertainty
All Seeing Eye = An ability to forsee,search in others mind,or maybe just a very good gut feeling.
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Damn the radio died and i see things moving outside the car window....
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.:Fireport blogged on 11:15 PM:.
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Well just uninstalled Jagged Alliance 2.... again.
I finsihed the game once before it's kinda boring now since I know what would happen.
I visited my good old pal Rui Xiang this morning.Watched Transporter 2 then some southpark and went home.It was kinda fun spending your entire morning with a friend you haven't seen for slightly more then 1 year.
Afterwards came home.More Dynasty Warriors 5 Xtreme Legend.Finished Majority of the Legend mode, Couldn't finish my Destiny mode and stuff.Haiz bored outta my wits today.I really dunno waht to do now exams is coming in a fortnight.So Study time and yes the books their real they can talk things to you you would never imagine.Well that only happens when you have schitzophrenia.And no i don't have that I just read real fast and memorize real hard.Sad might now be able to post for awhile.
Now a message for a certain person:
The pain has subsided.The emptiness is slowly going away.But the scars and wounds are still fresh.You hurt me worse then any blade or person has ever did.I forgive you for that but....
I still am confused why you left....
End transmission
Lol now for some stats on whats happening right now
Listening to - My computer fan (no its not a song nor a band or even an existent artist)
Feeling - Bored gotta problem you SOAB's shoot me
Wants - A second chance at love and maybe even a real encounter.....
Hopes- To die in the midst of battle or at least protecting something i care about.
Works towards - Death,Honour,and everything that makes living like an outcast worthwhile.
Kills - Anything that moves into my room that isn't made of real matter.
Kills with- Beating Stick or Keyboard which ever seems more fun
Reading - LOTR for the 15th time(yes I'm only 15 I read the book so many times haiz)
Played - So many games that you b*tches wouldnt even bother to count
Hates - people who betray me,People who are biased against me,People like that bloody achmad
Wants to do with them- Torture,Own in CS,Dunno maybe have lunch
Wants to watch - Daisy (Opens April 27 starring Jun Ji Hyun)
Wants to listen to - Van Tomiko ( Farewell/ăăăȘă) Album
Misses - Jia Yi (pls stop thinking i am a monster and stuff) , Everybody at school
Poster on the wall - Shaman King and the World Cup thing
Handphone Wallpaper - ME AND MY SECOND SIS(shes dead cute)
Handphone Ringtone - WAKA LAKA(yes that irritating song ddr dancers)
Chewing on - gum(I know i ain't allowed but its dentist approved *wink*)
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.:Fireport blogged on 10:53 PM:.
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Lol I was suppose to buy Dynasty Warriors 5 today but the shop ran out and the car almost died so in the end i didnt get to play it.
WU LA LA WU LA LA HEYONG I A YIO
lol My parents finished watching Jewel in the Palace today so thank god.
But the sad thing is thier goona start My Lovely Sam Soon tommorow.
Lol Good Friday today remember christians Jesus Died for your sins.
For everybody else Screw religion relax.
Listening : Huo Yuan Jia (Fearless) - Jay Chou
Playing: Ragnarok Online
Posting: DOne
Quote: "When life gives you lemons you go make apple juice and later on in life you wonder why"
Freshflip (2005)
The meaning:Doing the things your not supposed to do makes you wonder why later on in life
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.:Fireport blogged on 9:35 PM:.
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Hurt yeah Healing definately.
Thats all i can say about the thing i dont want to be reminded of.
But I truly loved her....
She wont ever know the type of pain I felt...
The feeling of everything crumbling down in a second without even a thought to save yourself....
The feeling of losing everything you care about in a single moment...
Or even the feeling of caring so much about someone that you are ready at any moment to give up everything but suddenly feel so empty....
I don't deserve her i was selfish and for her to be angry I understand...
I didn't want to feel hurt so i pushed the blame to others...
I'm in the wrong yes but are you sure that the one who hurts the most is her....
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Ok now to things that dont make me wanna cry and kill myself.
Played ragnarok the entire morning and trained my character from level 29 to level 37.
A theif goota get and assasin up and fast before I can make a cross.
Oh and exams coming up soon goona start revising on my science tommorow.
As for now just feeling bored killing orc zombies and skeles.
Dun worry there will be a travling post tonight well for me that is.
Not sure even if there are people reading this but if you are I must be lucky.
Well Tdl
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.:Fireport blogged on 1:45 PM:.
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Well she broke up with me.I'm to blame in the end no matter what i say I'm still the one to blame.So lets not talk about her anymore ok dont bring her up in the tagboards or stuff.I want to bury her forever in my heart....like she asked to be forgotten.
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In other news I got into the GOH contigent for my company's enrollment happening on April 23rd so lucky me. Anyways nothing much happened otherwise execpt lots of RO'ing and that I just dont want to talk about matter.So lets just live on our lives.Travling forever in this void we call life
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.:Fireport blogged on 11:00 PM:.
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Well today they celebrated my dad's birthday with a bbq dinner
I helped out abit not alot.
Mainly to help eat hehehehe
lol heres some pics to fill up the emptiness of this post
Lol nothing much happened today.
Final Pieces of the chicken lol see the luminous fire behind
The humble begining of the bbq fire
One of my friends who was around during the start lol he didnt join though
Before honey glazed chicken there was the half cooked ones
My handsome Uncle Jia Xian only 21 years old and availible and no ladies i can't give you his number
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.:Fireport blogged on 9:49 PM:.
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Ok for those who aren't used to traveling there are pitstops here and there where people rest and stuff so uhh this is one of them.
Ok in this blog Pitstop means a short post that is a special bulletin and usually has a real blog post to follow up to.
So now for the real blog stuff
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LOL SHE WON THE DEBATE TODAY AND YESTARDAY.
I dun care what people think about her she is the best lol.
I am talking about Jia Yi. Who is the girl of my dreams and the only person in my heart.....
And then somemore lol
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.:Fireport blogged on 4:20 PM:.
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Well I think you people (if there are any) have been seeing my blog for certain changes and yes there are as you can see i have a tagboard.And I got some good news for those sheezyart people yes that means you over there with the funny spiky hair that looks like goku I am starting to post some photography i take over the next few days its not much but i hope it's nice its noob work most of the time but heck I'm freelance shoot me.
FORMALLY THERE WAS SOMETHING HERE BUT I TOOK IT DOWN AT SOMEONES REQUEST AND THE PRIZE WAS MY LIFE SHOOT ME!!!!And for anyone intrested in my sheezyart go to
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.:Fireport blogged on 8:12 PM:.
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Well from the name you can see hope and sleep they usually dont blend together well but in my case it did just fine.I had hope in my heart today to escape from alot of teachers and it worked most of my teachers didnt come and i slept for the first half of the entire school day. See how it worked so well I didn't even have to kill anyone for it heh. Here's something i did out of my boredem since I can't get her out of my head
After school was suppose to meet her at the MRT but couldn't make it on time and she had some debating thing on so we didn't meet.I overheard she has her debate tommorow so i wish her good luck and more sleep.... trust me you'll need it.
Now to end with a nice quotation from my favourite place of quote's... my mind
"When you roll a ball does it stop?
When does the ball stop if you don't put something in its way to stop it?"
Meaning:If you do something finish it or don't do it at all.
Cool right damn i need to read more.
Wish you good luck Jia Yi I LOVE YOU GIRL
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NOW LISTENING TO: CHANGE THE WORLD - V6::
.:Fireport blogged on 8:59 PM:.
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Well woke up this morning about 9:10 am to only know that i had 15 minutes to prepare before my entire family went to eat some Dim Sum.So when we reached the dim sum diner we had 15minutes of waiting then another 5 minutes of waiting then we started eating.It was quite good the best i had since i came back home 6 years ago.Well during the meal i started with some porridge and then alot of Feng Zhao(Pheonix Claw).Its made of chicken feet that has been washed and cooked in sweet spicy sauce.After wards went home to pick up some stuff before leaving for wee kiats house.At his house we played a few duels and then i came home to my computer.
Spent half the day out then coming home was like the next best thing.
Spent another few hours playing on my computer before dinner and then after wards until about 9clock before going to play resident evil 4.So after some RE 4 i am back here posting so thats my day today....
She's sad today I don't know why but I feel sad too....
I want to help her but how?
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.:Fireport blogged on 10:02 PM:.
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Well today is a day mostly badly spent.
In the morning woke up at 5 to polish my equipment for inspection but didnt really do much of a good job.At my cca Boys Brigade I didnt have a good time during most part cause i fell asleep and got caught doing it.But today as harsh as the training was i enjoyed the drill since everyone was joking and we had loads of breaks to drink water.
Afterwards I went home to get ready for a party which i didnt know would be boring.I mean it was fine for the first 2 hours but with nothing to do but eat it wasnt really very interesting to end of to.I spent most of my time there playing basketball and Yu-Gi-Ho.So a day badly spent.During the whole day though 1 thing kept me going.
It was Jia Yi.I cant stop thinking of her haiz even if i didnt reply immediatly that means that my battery died.lol cant stop loving you.
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.:Fireport blogged on 11:57 PM:.
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lol after wushu and watching Jewel In the Palace.
Not much happened today except that maybe i might have sabotaged my friends abit during the house meeting this morning.After school had drill training.I have to tell you Drills are a B*tch when you are under the hot sun in a blue dri-fit shirt.I didnt really enjoy it except i learnt something new from it called Tiga Lanka Kakiri(Three steps left) and then theres ~ ~ Kekenan(right) ~ ~ Kehalapan(Front) and ~ ~ Keblakan(Back).
Haiz anyways through out the day nothing much happened until wushu.We all had fun joking around and finishing how to do the pattern for the short staff. Soon it will be exams again mine starts on may 2nd.
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.:Fireport blogged on 11:06 PM:.
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Damn todays emcee thing went well but the rest of the day didnt
She's angry at me now i want to do more for her
She doesnt want me to visit her even though shes sick
But i really love her so much what can i do now when she doesnt allow me to do anything.
Maybe i really am forcing her to let me do things but she doesnt know how bad i feel everytime i hear shes sick and i cant do anything to help her...
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.:Fireport blogged on 7:43 PM:.
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First Post i know but goota keep up in the posting.
Oh loyal readers(if any) this use to be called the daily rant a newspaper that was made by me to rant on.lol maybe not.
Anyways today i improved vastly in my emcee training and tommorow is da big day.This is the Dexus Machina of the bloody school year the one perfect thing called speech day.
Oh and my dearest girl,Jia Yi,is having two big test Tommorow so Good Luck Girl I will be with you in spirit if not in flesh(maybe).
And for Jia Yi...
You are my one and only,my dearest,my best friend,my girlfriend,and my dreamgirl.Without you I would still be living in this barren word alone...
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