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I probably shouldn't sound all sad and stuff since people have been trying to cheer me up. Its not easy you know. I mean like I don't blame her or anything but I just wish there was so much more I could have done and I have so many things left I want to say. I can't say them to you no more. I have so many plans, so many hopes and now its all well finished. I don't blame you cause I already felt I was a burden to you. I probably was. You had your life, you were most of mine. Right now I really don't know what I can be saying or doing. Even when I wanted to cry nothing came out. I feel sad yet I can't cry. Why is it that even at what I seem is now my lowest point I can't cry. I have no idea anymore.
Since you feel so free, you're free to go anyways. I won't hold you back anymore. I'm sorry if I ever did.
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.:Fireport blogged on 9:57 PM:.
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