::God its been a grueling week of sleepless nights for me this last week with my writing and my training together. I can't seem to sleep well at all but at least my story is continuing. My writing has definitely improved, where I'd usually meet blocks I've been able to overcome with thinking.

Now I'm actually glad I bothered to buy new book, it gives me a new way of writing and a new way of creating characters. I wanna keep writing my comic and maybe write other side-stories which are in relation with the same universe. Probably create some super-hero comics in future, where I can create epic stories of love and hate and everything mainstream while my one-shots are meant to be nothing but cult hits where small groups of people will like.

I'm more mystery than action which actually makes me wonder why I'm writing such a Gundam-Esq comic makes me wonder why don't I just put it on hold and write something that could really intrigue the mind and make people wonder about the psyche of the human mind and what makes killers tick. I want to write something that can trigger peoples mind and make them want more.

I want to write stories that give mental orgasms. I mean everyone loves orgasms, even females. I want my stories to carry such power that it'll make you want to pick up another book just to get the same feeling and yet no other can give such a meaning to his words. I don't want to write what people want to read but what people would read cause its different. No romance or cheesy one liners but something real yet unaccepted. Nothing like underage mommies or druggies and junkies but killers and sociopaths. I'd even write the evils of blind faith to any religion would do the humans just cause its true. I'll write the truths of humans and make people fear the books with such awe that they would try it.

When the hype ends, I will write something that adapts to everyone. What was once taboo might become mainstream but I'll find the next Taboo which is an open secret and write about it again. Little things like love and affairs will not affect my stories much but gruesome murders and killings even insane rapist and over angry mobsters shall find themselves honored and exalted in my stories that they may become gods in their own right.

I want to be different not just so I can stand out but because I have never been like everyone else. I will no longer aim for your perfection but for only my own perfection in my own right which no man can ever achieve.::

.:Fireport blogged on 12:01 AM:.
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