::I'm going to be posting on two blogs from now on please everyone if you want link http://causeiwas-bored.blogspot.com/ as Cause I was bored and not my name thank you::

.:Fireport blogged on 7:53 PM:.
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::I'm back from camp.Not going to say much about it. Well cause there's something else troubling me right now.::

.:Fireport blogged on 1:31 PM:.
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::Due to my recent Daft Punk obsession I have decided to make place Harder,Better,Faster,Stronger as my blog song

Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger"

Work It
Make It
Do It
Makes Us
Harder
Better
Faster
Stronger
More Than
Hour
Our
Never
Ever
After
Work is
Over [x2]

Work It Harder Make It Better
Do It Faster, Makes Us stronger
More Than Ever Hour After
Our Work Is Never Over
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.:Fireport blogged on 12:10 PM:.
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::And now to continue my hatred for the new Dragonball movie which sucks so much dick it moved to shit then moved to manson's closet for drugs to suck more dick. The thing about the movie is that I mean even for an American production it sucks for me cause I mean its hard for those pointless Americans to properly portray something as cool as Dragonball. Me myself growing up on the animation and loving it.

Well at least as I grew older I no longer liked watching them spend 4 days casting one giant ball of energy. Animes who spend time like about 5 days to shoot a fucking ball called a "spirit bomb" is now known as a waste of time. God they saved a lot of money on production but earned a lot off spending time after time casting magic balls with too much time which is stupid. Who on fucking earth will stand there and wait for you for 4 days to cast a bomb? That's stupid isn't it?

Now about the movie, whats with this airbending crap? is it like fucking avatar? I mean it can't be right? I don't remember watching anything bout no airbending idiots. I remember lord picollo but I don't remember him controlling a saiyan so yes I'm annoyed at this fake wannabe metal head picollo and his stupid sex-slave looking slut worker assasin. Yes I'm annoyed gargh he screwed up like the second coolest character in DB.

To finish it, IT JUST PLAIN SUCKS!!!!::

.:Fireport blogged on 8:20 PM:.

::Just finished watching Dragonball Evolution. On another note I also watched Street Fighter. Both movies absolutely sucks. Do not waste money on either one of those movies. I feel like i wasted almost 3 hours of my life watching both movies. Seriously it has horrible screenplay even though the acting itself is something else to be desired but then again well what do you expect of americans to produce good movies which their stories originate in Asia? Well when have they ever did anything good? As in cover versions.

Thus do not watch the movies!!!! that is all::

.:Fireport blogged on 6:17 PM:.
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::haha yes I think I do have a habit of posting after midnight. Its becoming more of a journal to the end of the day and stuff. Went to wushu, came back she wasn't online but still nevermind that. I have things to do and work to finish its alright. I'll just talk to her tomorrow. Tomorrow I'm meeting with old friends at 11 at Bukit Timah Plaza. Friends whom I've not met for a very long time and I want to see them again. Friends who've known me since I was a child. Well alright enough ranting haha night ya'll and tag if you read.

I think I'm improving now in my work. I have more ideas and stuff, and yeah I'm starting to have faith in myself. Thanks to all those people who've stayed with me and given me strength and hope in the last few months especially Jols, my mom and my group of friends who have advised me on my comic. =)

Love you all xD
night ya'll::

.:Fireport blogged on 12:17 AM:.
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::ok ok the internet is totally annoying. Question for the people who actually read my blog. How many of you do!!!!::

.:Fireport blogged on 11:01 PM:.
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::I think I've developed this habit to post like after midnight and such. I'm trying to adjust my bioclock again for minimum sleep and maximum efficiency. Adjusting from the PC to the mac took about 2 days or so.

Recently I've thought about a lot of things and sure as hell I think opposites do attract. I mean the comparison is my girlfriend and me. She's smart, I'm not so smart. She's well, quiet and I'm not so quiet. She's pretty and attractive, I'm well in the words of some of my friends "creepy and sound like I'm trying to get into a peoples pants or something". Yet somehow people find us both well not really part of any groups and tend to stereotype her as emo/goth/punk/scene to which to some extent well is kinda true(SORRY DON'T KILL ME!!!!), I'm well seen as either creepy,crazy,mentally unsound or crazy. Wait did I mention crazy? I'm not sure. Well anyways its kinda like at times like this my brain really starts working where my body starts to fail. I think I really need to rest more and stuff but I somehow don't want to go offline before my girlfriend does. Some of you may think me as crazy but I feel I shouldn't cause well, I want to talk to her and stuff =).

And then comes a lot of ranting stuff. I am not exactly happy with myself. Oh my life is near perfect since I'm not in debt and I probably have enough years in me to see my granchildren but still I'm not happy. Some people say I'm well read, others say I don't read enough. I don't need to satisfy everyone but I feel annoyed by people who say I'm not good enough and strive harder. I tend to do it to the point I'd not sleep for days just trying to get better. Well in academics and things I can do at home. Sports is another issue something I've really given up on. Yeah well I'm not happy and I'm trying to improve. I've actually started writing riddles and some poems I'll feature on my deviant if any of you are kind enough to even read my blog that is.

Lol I'm actually kinda glad I get little blog activity, I don't need people reading what I think most of the time and I'm kinda amused when people do. I'm so happy that only my close friends read my blog and stuff. Well all that aside I think I need to read even more. I have been reading more books and pieces of lit recently but not enough to fill my need. A book a week is definitely not enough for me anymore. I need to read more and see more meaning in the words I claim can change lives and destroy countries. The very words that fill my post may one day save the minds of childrend and destroy the mind of dictators.

I'm not exactly the smartest bird in the nest or the sharpest knife in the kitchen. But I have this vision where I do change the world. I mean I bring smiles to the faces of people with something I do. I hope my comic will really be able to bring about hopeful smiles to people.

Yes I do. Probably many people will hate it but I hope some others will love it!!! Well till then see yah!!::

.:Fireport blogged on 1:01 AM:.
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::I think I love my mac more than I love my PC seriously haha. Its getting easier and easier to use even tough I do miss some of the controls on my PC and the fact that I have to reburn some of the songs into my computer. Sigh well that's it for now. I'll probably be putting this on hiatus the moment my comic is up so yeah pardon for the late posts and constant rambling but I have many things to do nowadays so yeah hope to be able to post soon::

.:Fireport blogged on 11:06 PM:.

::Yes i got my mac book today and thus I am posting with it more sexy macness to come muahhahaa talk later busy feeling sexy with a mac::

.:Fireport blogged on 1:35 AM:.
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::God its been a grueling week of sleepless nights for me this last week with my writing and my training together. I can't seem to sleep well at all but at least my story is continuing. My writing has definitely improved, where I'd usually meet blocks I've been able to overcome with thinking.

Now I'm actually glad I bothered to buy new book, it gives me a new way of writing and a new way of creating characters. I wanna keep writing my comic and maybe write other side-stories which are in relation with the same universe. Probably create some super-hero comics in future, where I can create epic stories of love and hate and everything mainstream while my one-shots are meant to be nothing but cult hits where small groups of people will like.

I'm more mystery than action which actually makes me wonder why I'm writing such a Gundam-Esq comic makes me wonder why don't I just put it on hold and write something that could really intrigue the mind and make people wonder about the psyche of the human mind and what makes killers tick. I want to write something that can trigger peoples mind and make them want more.

I want to write stories that give mental orgasms. I mean everyone loves orgasms, even females. I want my stories to carry such power that it'll make you want to pick up another book just to get the same feeling and yet no other can give such a meaning to his words. I don't want to write what people want to read but what people would read cause its different. No romance or cheesy one liners but something real yet unaccepted. Nothing like underage mommies or druggies and junkies but killers and sociopaths. I'd even write the evils of blind faith to any religion would do the humans just cause its true. I'll write the truths of humans and make people fear the books with such awe that they would try it.

When the hype ends, I will write something that adapts to everyone. What was once taboo might become mainstream but I'll find the next Taboo which is an open secret and write about it again. Little things like love and affairs will not affect my stories much but gruesome murders and killings even insane rapist and over angry mobsters shall find themselves honored and exalted in my stories that they may become gods in their own right.

I want to be different not just so I can stand out but because I have never been like everyone else. I will no longer aim for your perfection but for only my own perfection in my own right which no man can ever achieve.::

.:Fireport blogged on 12:01 AM:.
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::Hey guys sorry for my super emo posts recently, guess it really reflects on the type of person I am and well I guess I'm not as jolly as I seem to be haha. I apologize for that. I'll try to look up towards the sky more and care less of what people say so yeah cheerio.::

.:Fireport blogged on 8:41 PM:.
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::Power what is power. The word power can seep into many different meanings and have many many layers of meaning. Sometimes when you feel you have something or you've gained trust you oft will misread it as you have gained power or a certain strength. Well I do make that mistake from time to time but I agree it is a good deception that one would bring upon one self. Like sometimes when you see someone who is in doubt or confusion or anger yet you know you can't help. That will bring about the illusion of power when you try to help in a sense that you never had the power to help in the first place. It is whether the person would allow you to help him or her depending on who the person is. Of course when you have gained a friend and you see him or her in such a precarious position that you would want to help that person but when that person seems or says that you are not needed to help. Well it makes you feel powerless. I'm not saying anything or what I'm just making a point. I've rejected help and I've been rejected when I offered help before. I have always felt powerless when I see the people around me. When a person has a problem, and I know that no matter what I say won't help it. It makes me powerless. To me it feels worse than loneliness. Loneliness is my greatest fear but being powerless is my greatest weakness. I can't seem to help when I try. Maybe I try too much to help others that I should stop trying. Maybe I'd feel more powerful if people came asking for help and I refuse. No I wouldn't. No one would anyways. Who am I but a boy who loves to write and express himself to ask for the power to help others, especially the ones I love. Who am I to the universe but a spark in the darkness. I'm not asking for pity or attention I'm just venting my emotions here so I can continue my writing. I need to get all of this off my mind before I can continue otherwise I will keep feeling so horrible the whole night. No need to ask what happened I won't say but if you've already guessed it good for you. I got nothing left to say. My mood has not really been at its best recently and the weather has not been kind to me neither has my health nor my sleep. I leave you all with my parting words and what simmering anger at self I have in my words. To you all I bid adieu::

.:Fireport blogged on 10:38 PM:.
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