::Ok ok So I'm a little lazy on the changing of the blog skin thing but what the heck right??
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I've recently caught the DAI bug again. Yes people DAI, the japanese band which split in 2005(T.T I was so devastated). Their music has always been in tune with my emotions and they've always kept me going.I mean songs like Tooku Made(遠くまで） have made me not fear leaving home and not looking back. That song made me grit my teeth and keep walking even when I wanted to turn around and run home.

The song Shinjitsu no Uta（真実の詩）fit my emotions on most accounts when I was sad and let me sway with its tune.Sometimes the truth is sweeter than the lie it taught me.

Then comes another song, Fukai Mori(深い森), it let me pour my heart out when I was in heartbreak and the emotion of the song let me mellow down when I was trying to get over failed relationships or just felt that the world was unfair.

Tangerine Dream, one the first few songs from this band had helped me by telling me that even when I'm far away. My family and friends will always be thinking of me and that no matter how bad things seem I should always chase my dreams all the way.

Then there are songs which make me look back on the past and sometimes even make me shed a tear when I miss the days I have with my nakama. I mean the days I've treasured most are those with my nakama in school. The days with alvin,kunshuan,vinodh and the rest of the guys. Training in the hot sun. Sitting down together watching the sun go down. I mean those are the good days which helped me stick together. The song which helps me with this is the song TAO which is their last single.(Trivia Fact: Van Tomiko cried so much during the MV that the MV deadline was delayed for a few extra takes)

Songs which make you miss those you have lost must be the worst of all right? Not true this time, the song Yesterday and Today, even though its a goodbye song in some sort. Its like telling your friends not to be sad that we are parting but be glad cause we might see each other again and have many stories to tell when everything is over.

Surprisingly I have no songs to make me remember days with my ex-girlfriends in my DAI obsession. The truth is I guess that my love life isn't as important to me as my days with my friends and the days I've spent in my school even if I bore a grudge to some teachers and gave a long face to others.

I'm going to miss Fajar when I graduate this year. Its a bit too late to think back and say "hey I should have done that you know" but I know I'll look back and say "I did that and I don't regret it cause I've already done it".

I miss the good ol' days. Why did we all have to grow up.....::

.:Fireport blogged on 12:04 AM:.
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