::My god I'm so beat today. Growl.......
Talked to my guidance councilor today on the way home. She told me not to think about the girl I like or anything else until I get into poly. I think I'm going to listen to her, even if it means I might get heartbroken or something. Even if it means I have to like totally give up on romance. I would do it. I don't know why but my councilor, she always gave me the right advice and I always tried to run away from it just cause it sounded bad or sad but this time I know there's no running from it.

I guess I have to put the Casanova mindset back on the shelf and just work hard at what I like doing. Music,art,dance,fighting....

Anyways on a less personal note.... MATH HAS FRIED MY BRAIN SOMEONE SAVE ME FROM ACCOUNTS AND I THINK I'M GOING TO DIE FROM ALL THESE FUCKING NUMBERS GARH!!!!!!

I seriously hate numbers and counting and multiplying and dividing and fucking finding angles and thinking about accounts and doing accounts or anything with numbers. Just seriously no affinity with numbers at all man I mean totally I seriously suck with numbers. I don't even know why they wanted to force us to learn so much math and accounts in the first place. Isn't it enough we know how to multiply, divide, plus and minus? Isn't it enough we can fucking count our money and know where to do it? lol I know it sounds a bit basic but its true I rather it be totally easier than now garh!!!!

God I need another cup of coffee.....::

.:Fireport blogged on 3:49 PM:.
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