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What's this sense of desolation and hopelessness I feel today. It isn't me. I've finally slowly am reverting to the quiet self that was me years ago. Being quiet helps a lot I see but I truthfully need a distraction from everything and set my mind straight. I can't hold on to this much longer anymore.
There is salvation and solace in this new form of meditation I am trying which can take my mind of everything but her. Well my mind clears up and there are still aspects of this girl in my mind and yeah but its slowly clearing up. I need to get calmer and stronger before I can defeat that person.
Yeah that's about it
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.:Fireport blogged on 9:11 PM:.
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