::Today went out to play ball with the usuals and came back around 8 all beat up and tired. Playing sports isn't really my forte but it helps me keep slim and healthy if you call me slim and healthy that is.

My results in my Prelims are horrible unless you say that my English is forever my strong point. I'm happy I did well for my English but not so much for the rest. In actual fact I am very disappointed in myself for not passing POA or Mother Tongue. I'm very much displeased at the fact I was even able to fail a subject which I should be passing. It is unnerving to even see myself fail at something. Well what the heck I just need to push more to study right?

And now please stop reading this post if you're not interested in the part of me my friends are kinda sick of..


Yeah I'm talking about the girl I like. In a small way I'm actually contented just talking to her for that small amount of time everyday online yet I seem to feel very lost when I see her go offline. Something in me wants something more than just talking to her for a short while. I don't know what its called but right now I know I'd be very lost if I suddenly lost her friendship. Its weird in the way I know my friends are more than enough to keep me occupied if I wanted them to but then again everything just seems to fade away into the darkness if I lose her at all.

I want her to know I need her and that I want her. I want to be able to hold her hand and feel her hold mine. I want to be able to see her smile everyday and hear her laugh at my lame jokes and clumsy ways. I want to be able to see her off every night even if that means I get a nice thrashing from my parents. I want to be able to do all that but firstly I don't want to be too late to get her to fall for me again.

I missed the chance once, I don't want to miss it again.::

.:Fireport blogged on 11:08 PM:.
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