::I've been looking at my life from an outsiders point of view and I feel that my life isn't fulfilling. I haven't found what I really want in life and there's something missing from it. I don't know what it is but seriously something is missing in my life and it isn't love or something like that. I mean I feel like my life is totally just out of something I mean can't everyone else feel it too?

Don't tell me I'm the only one that isn't satisfied with who I am and totally feels it is stupid to stay the weak way I am. Cause if it is then I must definitely be Indie and such but I don't wanna be that way. I want to feel I belong somewhere instead of feeling I belong nowhere. I don't want to be a lone wolf or a loner, I want to be happy with my friends and be something with them. Right now I feel I'm only bringing them down and becoming a burden when I used not to be. I feel like I'm alone in this world due to my flaws. I'm not good in sports, studies or gaming compared to their standards. I mean I can't link with them that way. I see the world in a different way than them sometimes and it makes me feel like a freak.

I don't know what else to say about it. I'm just confused and frustrated. I need some rest from everything....::

.:Fireport blogged on 9:19 PM:.
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