::Just saw her online haha
She's been so busy working, this friend of mine. I'm not naming names and none of you had better dare to name who she is before I decide to slaughter all of you. And if you know who are you, ummm hi =) again.

I really question myself whether is it OK to want to give up on a girl as good as she is. I mean I would love to have her as my girlfriend, but she only wants to stay as close friends. What can I do then other than just accept the fact I'm not going to get her. I could bitch and whine to all my friends for the next 2 months about not getting a girlfriend and not getting this girl and then emo a tad bit by fighting with my classmates for no reason and get beat up for the fun of it.

But then again I bitch and whine all the time and I'm starting to try to stop the bitching and whining since I find it stupid and annoying. So yeah I'm going to pick up sparing and start studying more into Jujitsu and Krav Maga. Both which are very effective street fighting techniques.

Just a little background on these 2 fighting arts. Jujitsu is the core martial art that helped formed Judo and Aikido. Basically it is just the two of them combined and then some more. Krav Maga is an art formed by the Jewish after WW2 and has been the core practice of the IDF ever since the Jewish State of Isreal has been formed in the 1950's. Both are full of painful grapple techniques and are quite useful haha

I need to go for work now.

Adios::

.:Fireport blogged on 7:19 AM:.
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