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I have no idea why I'm even doing this blog post right about now. I should be in the shower but then I'm here typing this post.
I seriously think I shouldn't be liking any girl now. I should just give up on her and try to keep her as a friend instead of make things awkward and stuff. Yeah thats what I should do and thats what I'm going to do. I must build up a wall around my heart again from scratch. I must learn how to concentrate on the right things in life and not care about love and romance anymore. If I'm meant to be with a girl I guess god will send one on the way to me. I need a little time to think about what I should do next after this action.
Maybe I'll die soon enough. But I don't plan to before I become the genius of racing =)
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.:Fireport blogged on 8:42 PM:.
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