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Totally not in a good mood right now
I just got rejected today however
I really need some way to bounce back
I feel so mad right now at myself
I don't know why
I stopped crying at least
lol
I totally got mad at my sisters for the smallest thing
haiz
I wish I was smarter
Smarter not to fall for the girl
Smarter not to be the person who I am
lol
I want all that to change
I'm torn apart from what had happened
I hope the girl doesn't read this
I don't her to feel guilty
but if she does.
Fira
Don't worry its not your fault that I am weak.
Be happy with him and enjoy your life the way you should
You'll always be a sister to me
hahah
and here's me thinking
I maybe found a girl
who could tone me down
from Who I'm about to become
however it seems that fate plays a different
hand of cards for me
amazing isn't it???
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.:Fireport blogged on 7:56 PM:.
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