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You know.
I really am a stupid person
I have the resolution of a mouse.
If I can't do something I automatically give up.
This is a bad thing.
I need to change it.
I want someone to come and help me change this.
If not I have to do it myself.
I'm even thinking of inflicting wounds on myself.
As a sign to teach myself how to change.
I want the pain to be there to teach me.
I want to tattoo something on my back.
I don't care about my skin condition.
But after O's I'll be going for a complete makeover
From this geeky me.
I'll become someone else.
Someone better.
My heart might now feel as cold as ice.
But my nakama will always bring a smile on my face.
So even after I get my makeover.
I will definitely stay the same in front of them.
The life of the party.
The fool of the court.
The Jester for the king.
haha
I will always be the laughter
no matter how much I've changed.
This I can assure my friends.
And to those close to me
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.:Fireport blogged on 8:44 PM:.
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