::Just came back from the Band concert
It was amazingly good to watch
nothing like the one at VCH but then again this is another band
They have a slightly more childish tune and mood to them
Their upbeat songs are good but their slow songs don't carry enough emotion
lol
Thats what I have to say about them
lol
Recently I think things are going to go better for me
My studies are slowly improving again
and I no longer have any more reason to be emo
lol
I fucking love this feeling hahah
I don't feel that lonely anymore
lol
Its a good feeling hahaha
lol
I love my life::

.:Fireport blogged on 12:06 AM:.
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::I'm totally not in a good mood right now
I'm actually feeling sad
I mean why is there hatred to me
for things I never did
or things I shall never do
People call me a wolf
That I am not
I am not a pervert
or a lone ranger
I only can work with people
and I do not believe in survival of the fittest
No matter how much I want to win
If I see someone falling behind
I will make sure he doesn't
Its the way I am
and so what if I sound like a know it all
I don't know a lot of things
YES I DO ADMIT I AM IGNORANT TO LIKE 90% OF THE INFORMATION AROUND THE WORLD
But if I know more than you
Don't feel intimidated
I'm just sharing with you what I feel.
I feel sad that people view me as such
I'm not emoing anymore
I'm reflecting now
I don't have time for mindless emotions
but this is a burden I have on my chest
...
Please people
If there is any hatred
please I hope you discard it
I won't force you
but I will try to change your mind
I cannot stand
Having enemies
or seeing people leave me alone
I hate being abandoned....::

.:Fireport blogged on 10:58 PM:.
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::Talked to Terence today
It has been 8 years I think
lol
He picked up
I'm so happy today
lol
nothing much can spoil my mood
other than the fact WoW keeps DCIng haha
no training for me then
night all::

.:Fireport blogged on 8:38 PM:.
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::lol
School
I missed you
now I miss the holidays again
lol
Its nostalgic
Seeing school in the evening
especially now that I'm in my final year
it sometimes makes me want to cry
i mean the sky is beautiful in school
I've grown attached to it
Slowly I've grown to love the school more than before
and I've grown to hate our principal and vice principal more than before
With every day
my emotions change
I've grown up now
I guess
I hope
I think
With each passing day
My O's come closer and closer
I have no sweet escape
there is no reset button
I'm not going to wake up and find it all a dream
Cause thats impossible.
I'm going to have to face it
with grit and determination
Iron will and nerves of steel
Sarcastic remarks and Witty Replies
I will face it with my will as a student
I doubt I can find a loved one as of now
My studies are due
I will fall in love soon I hope
In my new school
lol
With some smart pretty girl I pray
with every fibre of my being
Even though its near impossible
I won't stop saying
I have a dream
That I will soar and win everyone
And become the king of the world...::

.:Fireport blogged on 9:20 PM:.
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::Well here I am at my blog
I'm bored today
felt sick at work
went home early
rushed 2 levels in half an hour
met 2 nice people
Feel like throwing up
Feeling hungry
Having the fuck the world attitude
lol
Thats about what I am feeling right now
Not in the mood to blog or vlog
check out my last vlog
?
haha
Cya::

.:Fireport blogged on 7:13 PM:.
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::
Meh
haha
Cubic U - I'll Be Stronger
Yes people this is more than a decade ago
1996
When hikki was only 13
haha
Comparing then and now
her songs now are more poppish
her songs then were jazzy
i loved this song
I had to listen to it time and again.

And about the writing team
Yes they are all dead
the Emo post were written by them
I'm back people
and yes
I'll be stronger::

.:Fireport blogged on 7:53 PM:.

::Dear readers of this blog
The writer of this fictional blog has been shot down by cholo's from 25th street
His singaporean correspondent regrettably is now in coma in the SGH
Feel free to send us pictures of yourself and some words of condolences to our management team at fireport@gmail.com
Again we do apologize for the lack in updates for this site as all the ghost writers and our singaporean correspondent are all in the hospital.
Heck I'm not even sure if I am safe
I'm the last one not in a hospital yet and I live in Ontario.
Wait I hear sounds outside my door
I'm going to check it out
I'll post again in 2 hours if I'm alive
I hope its just my girlfriend.....::

.:Fireport blogged on 11:37 AM:.
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::Why the hell does it feel like I'm losing friends
and I can't make many new friends easily
Why is it that I mean the people I've met recently
Why is it only 1 or 2 of them are actually nice enough to talk for a second time or something
Why is it that one of them that I want to trust so much suddenly treats me like some enemy
WHY!!!
Screw Resolution
There has to be something else
Something people aren't telling me
Something that I've done which everyone feels its wrong
but don't wanna tell me
What the fuck is it.
Is it the fact that I'm sometimes too concerned?
Is it the fact I'm too hyperactive for you people??
Why do I have to change that to make friends?
....
Why am I losing friends at almost every flip of the coin.
I've always hated losing friends
I've lost friends cause I moved from place to place
But why
finally when I'm at one place
I'm starting to lose friends again.
for reasons unknown to me::

.:Fireport blogged on 5:40 PM:.

::lol
Ok this is a super late random post
Reason why my Vlog is not coming out yet
is cause I don't know what to vlog about
and my phone is absolutely not the best piece of recording equipment in film history.
Anyways I'll be updating here for now
and yes I will still be updating here in the future due to the fact
Well
I'm more of a written person than just an action person.
I like to write
I like to read
I love language
You can't change that
haha
Umm
Watched get smart yesterday
umm
It rocked
thats all I have to say
umm
I saw SM Queen yesterday at Ngee Ann
umm
If you are soo reading this?
Umm I'm sorry if you found me annoying or irritating
but umm
I just hope that doesn't give you a bad impression of me
I'm not really always hyper
I can be toned down
but its a natural defense of mine to act hyper infront of people I have never met.

Umm
Some blog news
I have now un-camoed my tag board
and added 2 new links
Jenthehen and Botak Bryant
umm
Oh yeah I also added one more
Shiyun
Please do check out all their blogs
I find them interesting therefore I link them
None of the blogs there should suck much
and if you do find one which is twiting away
please do inform me
that is all
haha
Toodles::

.:Fireport blogged on 11:43 AM:.
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::Forgive me for not posting and such???
but like I've been busy
plus there's not much to blog
lol
yeah so much not to say
hahaha
I'm into vlogging too now
go check out my youtube k???
haha
So far only 1 vid up
yeah
haha
toodles::

.:Fireport blogged on 10:34 PM:.
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::I'm like SOOOO
ROFLMAO right now
lol
was watching Shimmy on you tube
haha
Check this vid out
I'll post again later or something

::

.:Fireport blogged on 2:06 PM:.
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::Watched Kungfu Panda with the Anti-Noobs yesterday
haha
The Anti-Noobs Consists of Me YongHua and Alvin
lol
Why???
Cause its ok to suck
But its not ok to suck and act like you're good
lol
I've started playing WoW
haha
Blood Elves Rock
haha
Thats all I have to say about that
Umm
Lets see what else is there to talk about
hmm
Recently
I've been more old-person like
I mean it
I mean maturity is something
This is something else
I like to rant a lot
lol
I'm like a fucking ranter in the middle of the road
I need to have new habbits and new people to talk to too
not that the people now are bad
But I like fresh stuff
(comment from Al: Yeah get him a girl who's style he's never met and he'd fall head over heels)
(comment from YongHua: Agree agree -.-)
lol
Well I'm glad I have the two of them in my life
Their like the big bro's I always wanted
haha
Their my partners in crime
and my brothers
haha
I'm not gay OK?
lol
I guess
We might be different
but we get stuck together in the end
lol
Thats about it I guess
I'm still searching for an answer to my question
an a solution to my guilt
haha
I'll be nicer next time::

.:Fireport blogged on 7:28 PM:.
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::You know.
I really am a stupid person
I have the resolution of a mouse.
If I can't do something I automatically give up.
This is a bad thing.
I need to change it.
I want someone to come and help me change this.
If not I have to do it myself.
I'm even thinking of inflicting wounds on myself.
As a sign to teach myself how to change.
I want the pain to be there to teach me.
I want to tattoo something on my back.
I don't care about my skin condition.
But after O's I'll be going for a complete makeover
From this geeky me.
I'll become someone else.
Someone better.
My heart might now feel as cold as ice.
But my nakama will always bring a smile on my face.
So even after I get my makeover.
I will definitely stay the same in front of them.
The life of the party.
The fool of the court.
The Jester for the king.
haha
I will always be the laughter
no matter how much I've changed.
This I can assure my friends.
And to those close to me::

.:Fireport blogged on 8:44 PM:.
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::Heavy
Thats how I'm feeling right now
lol
Talking to Yuuka-chan last night really made me feel very heavy
Like I'm burdened by my own will.
My own beliefs.
I'm strong enough not to breakdown and feel down and out right now
but I'm not sure after 22 days from now.
I'm counting the days till I think I can see her again
ahhaa
I'm really a hopeless romantic that does not have enough self-esteem when I really meet a girl
I can truly fall for
I mean
If it was just another girl on the street
Which I want to hook up with
It would be super easy
just to get her
with a whole bunch of lies
No matter how much resolve I have
I have a feeling I'm going to get hurt very badly at the end of this
Chapter of my life
My fortunes have been changed I guess.
My luck is running out.
I think even my trusted nakama might leave me alone from now on
haha
I guess the coyote needs to live like a lone wolf from now on right?
Maybe the stories were true
The coyote doesn't have friends
Cause all that he trust will turn on him in end...
But I doubt so
lol
How can my trust in her and the 3 others be so easily broken right?
I still have 3 more people to find
at the end
when everything comes full circle
I'll test the truth of that phrase.
but hey
whats this chill I feel in my heart.
Will glass turn to Ice?::

.:Fireport blogged on 2:09 PM:.
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