::Well I've got nothing much to post today
other than simple ramblings
hahahaha
lol
I sometimes wish that things could be simpler
that you know
Just wanting to do something
Would be without any unwanted consequences
But that doesn't seem to be the case for me
I mean there was one thing I wanted to do
but I can't do it anymore
Nevermind
I'll get over it sooner or later
But I think it will be sooner than later
Its not that I want to forget
but its that
Its a part of me to do such a thing
To forget the difficult and sad things
and only remember the easy and simple things
Its my own protection system
I don't know why
but it is
I can't think of anything else to say
I'm at a loss of words
All I see now is the void in front of me
And its time to walk into it and try to come out alive
I'm sick of this darkness
I will walk out of it soon
Either alone
with friends
or with a girlfriend
I don't care
I will walk out of it
And emerge as someone else
Someone who can do a better job than I can now
As for then
I'll leave it for that
cya all tomorrow::

.:Fireport blogged on 10:43 PM:.
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