::lol
Well guess who's the girl?
I'm not telling
But she reads my blog
hahaa
Anyways
Its like
Even if you don't believe in love
I do
but still
Of course I have my doubts about it
haha
And seeing my cousin today with his long term steady girlfriend
really made me feel
Love can exist
Its just that its not time for me yet I guess
haha
Of course thats cause I'm single now
lol
Love
what is love?
I don't know
I want to know
haha
But to me love is
Sacrificing the smaller things for others
Cause the smaller things are much more important than the bigger things in life
Giving hope to those who need it
Cause without hope most people can't survive
Proving love exist without knowing what it is
Cause without love we won't exist
I will prove to her
That love does exist
Even if it meant I had to die to do it
then I guess I will
but I'm not sure how
heck
No point trying to brainstorm when I'm dead tired
I'll find a way even if I don't have one now
I'm definitely going to try and try again
Till I fail
I'll pick myself up and go at it again
I know I've said this a lot of times
Most of you don't believe it
But I don't care what you think
I meant it every time
And every time
I wasn't able to succeed cause of my own weakness
But this time
I will make sure I succeed
Cause
I feel that people should live
with love in their lives
Knowing that there's someone out there for them
and for that girl
I don't care if I do get her not anymore
Even if I have to be a tool
To get the one she likes to have her
I'll be that tool
Sure I'd feel sad
But heck at least she's happy right
Isn't that what love is about?
haha
Cya guys tomorrow
and Thanks Ka-san for giving me advice
I'll keep it close to heart::

.:Fireport blogged on 10:46 PM:.
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