::Its kinda sad you know
How you can always be one step behind something
And never get to it
haha
In a way its a never ending journey
lol
Ok from today
I'm sure I like that girl
lol
But heck I'm not telling who it is here
Its too risky since there seems to be a lot of people who read this
For those who already figured it out
HUSH HUSH
or its Slice Slice for you and your loved one
YES I MEAN IT
You people tend to forget about the kill mode they left in me
well anyways
hush hush k?
haha
I'm supposed to be revising now
but I can't seem to
lol
Ok ok
You know how I always degrade myself?
well I'm going to stop doing that
haha
lol
Yeah I will stop
Cause if I'm not good enough
for any girl
Why would I have ex-es?
haha
Weird eh?
lol
Heres a poem I thought off
or rather a song lyric
here goes nothing
"If I asked you to stay would you listen,
To what my heart has to say to you,
If I went away,
Would you miss me,
Only to find that I'll be home today,
If my heart went astray would you keep me,
And teach me how to fall in love again,
You say that you hate,
But would you see me,
And learn that there is nothing left to hate."
Sung to the tune of Won't Go Home Without You (Verse)
Its nothing much
But better than some crappy love songs I know
lol
" I have a vision in my mind,
A gleem in my eye,
That I would be the one,
To have some fun,
When I'm changing the world,
And hope to see,
That the one to bring love,
Would be ME!!!"
haha
That was a lame rap I guess
lol
I'm getting lamer hahaha
and to that girl
If you know who you are
well then my game is up
But please don't shy away
I'm not that bad a person
I'm just shy to the point its awkward,
Contrary to what my friends believe,
I'm more of an introvert that needs support
Than an extrovert that can be support lol
After all I'm only human right?
lol
I hope I can get her soon enough
But it seems that fate has something else in store for me
before I can get closer
Heck I'll bull doze it down like usual
And claim that it was nothing
Like how I claim that the O's are nothing but a toy in my eyes
lol
When its the only reason I have ever felt real panic
Its almost reassuring that it lives up to its name
lol
Well good night all
haha
Toodles::

.:Fireport blogged on 10:18 PM:.
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