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.:Wednesday, May 21, 2008:.
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I feel
Alone again
Its like
I want to be saved from this loneliness
Yet its something I enjoy so much
Cause it's supposed to be cool or something
I hate this feeling
Yet am so in love with it
I can't stop longing for someone to share my burdens
and my heart with
Yet I choose not to do so
Due to the sins that I have wrought
I might deserve this loneliness
And yet again I might not
It seems that the whole world has semi-abandoned me in a corner
And I need someone to fill up this space
I don't want to be the Millionaire Playboy Genius that I plan to be
I want to be the simple guy with a guitar
All the girls love but will never get cause he found his love
Its a blessing to be such
A blessing I might never have
I don't know
I'm one step closer to the line
Where I snap and choose to become colder
I want someone to save me
Who can save me...
I don't want your pity
I want a solution to this madness
I don't want your sorrow
I want a way out of this cave
I know I'm selfish
But I have to be for now
I want to save myself from this loneliness
Before it gets to me
I hate being lonely....
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.:Fireport blogged on 9:25 PM:.
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