::Its amazing isn't it?
to see me single and not really see me complaining about it
I finally see the greatness of single-hood
The amount of money you can spend on yourself?
lol
Without having to care whether you have enough for your partner
It's kinda great
But its only good if you have friends like Alvin and Xian Zu lol
Which are now like closer to me
Oh and Angel too hahah
The girl who has nightly chats with me
To the point the evening no longer is boring
haha
Recently I've been writing a lot of songs
and a whole big number of raps
Sure I'll share them with you guys
When I cut my first CD haha
I'll make sure loyal readers get my album before others haha
anyways
how can I put this
My life has had a lot of fluxes in the recent days
A lot of anger is inside of me
With no avenue to put it out on
I mean it might be the stress
but heck I'm not stressed about my O's but more maybe about the fact
I want to beat all the 4E classes in the O's
Just so I can make my Vice-Principal eat her words about us Academic Students
Being not even half as good as any of the Express students
And the small number of obnoxious express students who deserve to get trashed by me
A lowly academic student.
With this effort I want to prove to my school,
my country,
my friends,
my teachers,
my enemies,
and my family
that looking down on people who are weaker then you is wrong
underestimating them would be your downfall.
I might look down on some people
But I try not to
I always and always try to find some good in people
Because I believe not all people are bad
and everyone will have the same end
Not wanting to be alone when they die
but to be with the one they love the most.
For me
I don't know who that person is anymore
Cause right now there isn't a girl that I love..
More like a girl I like.
And hey maybe I did love all my exes (2nd and 8th excluded)
But I was doing the whole thing wrongly
lol
If I want a girlfriend now
I don't want to rush it anymore
I want to take it nice and slow
I want to enjoy life and a girlfriend together
not just 1
but I want both
lol
Of course I've found a girl I like
lol
But I don't love her yet
So yeah
I'm not going to go after her till I'm really sure I can manage
And I'm fit financially
lol
So maybe no PSPs or Electric Guitars for this year
but heck
I really want to save up my money
and use it on someone worth it
lol
Maybe sneak a cruise to Gold Coast on Christmas with that special someone
and kiss her on the stroke of midnight
lol
That will always be my dream
lol
and the best would be it'll start to snow the moment we lock lips
lol
I don't care anymore about carnal pleasures
or pleasures of the skin
I just want to find myself in this mess
and find that person out there
haha
She might be next to me all the time
without me even knowing lol
who knows right?
I need to go right now
Cause I'm about to be late for work
So yeah
Cya guys and here's a bit of song lyric for you guys
"I don't ask a lot but I know one thing for sure,
It's your love I haven't got girl and I just can't take it anymore."
That thing you do - The Wonders (Oneders)::

.:Fireport blogged on 7:02 AM:.
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