::Heck I screwed up again I guess
lol
I know the way I do things sometimes freak girls out
I guess
Its just cause I'm a bit eccentric
You know it's kinda annoying ya know?
Cause I don't want to be this way
But somehow I am
I'm always this way
I really want it to stop
I really want it all to stop
but the only thing that can is music
and me wanting to form a band
I really need the members
and the people who are willing to work together
and play music
I really want this group of people
of course there are people I'd like in my band
Right now this is my Ideal Line Up

Band Name : TBA
Lead/Rhythm : Me
Bass/Lead : Alvin
Rhythm/ Bass : Kisa
Drums : Dexter
Keyboards : As long as its a girl or someone who can play well
Vocals: Anyone who can sing, Girls are better at this

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This is my ideal line up for now
lol
Of course I want this to happen
But somehow it isn't
O levels
is coming so none of them
Would really be willing to put 110% into the music stuff
For those who graduated well
Lets just say their busy with their own agendas
I really want the band to come together and play
lol
By national day
I want the band
lol
But a lot of hard work is install for me
And the members
So right now the band is
Name : TBA
Lead/Rhythm: Edward
Bass/Lead: Alvin
Drums : TBA
Keyboards : TBA
Secondary Guitar: TBA
Vocals : TBA

As you can see a whole lot of the places are still empty
So if you are looking for a band
and can play any of the instruments above
please drop me a line or message
I'm really in need of this band.
It takes my mind of everything
It makes me become me
lol
I guess I really am crushing on that girl
but heck with the crushing
I only want to be her friend now
lol
Thats all that matters after all
friendship
lol
I don't want enemies or too many aquintances
I want real friends to add on to those I already have
haha
She's well one of the few I hope can help me achieve that
I might sound selfish
But thats cause it is
After all I am only human right?
lol
If only that girl really knew what I really meant all the time
lol
Anyways here's a quote from the song
Can't Escape The Chocolate Syrup - Shakka Labbits
"People are always ,
Repeating mistakes,
Right or Wrong ,
They are but memories in my head"


Cya soon guys
haha
Hope one day
Someone can answer my calls
lol
I'm afraid of myself
and losing myself to my wants
haha
When then will I truly find peace in myself
lol
Soon I guess
haha
With music in my veins and blood on my guitar
haha
I'll play till I bleed lol
And I still won't stop
Cause the music brings us deeper into ourselves
and help us see the truth in the way we play
haha
After all
If the great music composers could say what they felt in words
Why are there more great musical pieces than stories?
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.:Fireport blogged on 9:07 PM:.
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