::After talking to her today
I realised that
No matter how much I do want her
I'm afraid of hurting her
I don't want to hurt her
If I do ask her to be my girlfriend again
I'm very sure I might hurt her
....
I don't want that
I'd rather wait and wait
Till she can come to Singapore
And I can truly have her by my side
Then I'll ask her
Thats for the best
for the two of us
If there is any guy who likes her
Please treat her well
If she falls for you
You are a very lucky person
She is a very kind person with a good heart
She deserves someone better than me
For the sins that I've done...
I can't be forgiven...
I of course hope that she and I can be together again
I want it to happen
Even if it was right now sure I want it to happen
But I will wait
cause
I want to know
for sure
that I really love her
Before I make a decision
I know my heart tells me I love her
But can my heart persevere
This is my test
I'm sorry girl
If you feel I'm using you
But I have to know for sure
that my heart can last with you
in order not to hurt you
Cause
I don't want to ever see
A tear of sadness on your face
Ever again...
I'll be your joy
if I can be
lol
So please my girl
Come to SG asap
haha
I'll tell you everything my heart desires
and I'll make sure
I'll hold you till you're outta breath
lol
I can't wait to see you again....::

.:Fireport blogged on 9:15 PM:.
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