::After talking to her today again
I stopped
well its not cause I don't feel guilty or something
its just that she found out
and asked me to stop
I mean
I had to ya know?
haha
I do feel that I want her in my life
lol
I mean not just as a mei or something
something more maybe
but I can't say yes
or no to that
cause I don't know if its just a spur of the moment
or something real
But now I only know that in my mind
I want her to come to Singapore
and I want to spend 1 whole day bringing her around Singapore
and spending one day to make her happy
here
in Singapore
haha
Its the least I could do if she comes here to visit
Of course I'd want her to stay longer
but then again
If only she came here to study then she could
lol
Plus I need to work haha
I wanna move out of my home asap
ya know
Make it out on my own
I want to be my own man
lol
I can't live of my parents forever you know?
lol
So thats my plan
by age 20 about 10 k in my bank
Its a long road
But I have to make it
So heres to me with good luck
haha
Gambate
For her sake too
ya know?::

.:Fireport blogged on 9:38 PM:.
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