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Lol Today is another day of School and CS
lol
I improved abit today you know?
haha
I also got the Album I wanted from the net
But then I didn't find the song I'm looking for still
I still want the song
So I'm still going to HMV after the exams to look for it
lol
I'm listening to Elena's 물빛의 여름
lol
I'm in love with the music
its so damn nice
haha
My MP3 gonna be full of it hahaha
I love jazz and bossanova
lol Micheal Buble also not bad
lol
I need to go sleep liao
haha
Go check out the pic here lol
Todays score pic
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Oh yeah this is one look at the scores at my training session
lol
and take a look at tossgirls FPS
Oh yeah and if anyone knows where I can get Elena - Say Hello To Every Summer
Album or other Elena albums in Singapore please let me know
Also any good Jazz music please intro too
lol
But ELENA is a must intro I don't give fuck if you don't like her music
I'd bloody murder anyone who tells me her music sucks
I'll kill anyone who hides an album in Singapore away from me
GRRRR
lol
Thanks in advance for helping me locate
and thanks for reading
<(^.^)>
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.:Fireport blogged on 11:51 PM:.
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lol
Here I am again at my computer screen
lol
I'm listening to Lisa Ono right now
lol
I'm gonna place her songs into my phone later or something
Cause I'm starting to fall right in love with Jazz Music all over again
I mean sure R&B and Rock are nice
But its Jazz Music I fall back on at the end of the day
I mean its so soothing lol
And yes I did train on CS today
Tossgirl is a good motivator
She knew what to use to get me to play CS haha
And what it is I'll just leave it to her to know
And for all of you to find out
lol
And yes I am on my endless journey once again to study hard for my mid-years
Which I will start tomorrow with Social Studies and Bio
So Alvin must remember to bring the textbook hor
lol
Oh yeah
My CS skill today
lol
I cleaned of some of the very heavy rust on my skills
lol
I mean I used to be able to play much better than now
but lack of training and constant practice have stopped it
My RPS(Reaction Per Second) is at an all time low
Self calculated at 110 which is average for most of the average players
Good players land between 130 - 162
Great players are 162 to God knows what
lol
So I'm starting to edge myself back to 130
How the levels are calculated I can't really tell you
Its hard to explain
And there's no real chart on how to measure
Cause sometimes it depends on your luck
For Tossgirl she is about 163?
With a touchpad too
I find it terrifying to know what she would be at if she had a mouse
Randi is about 148
Newbie is about 128
ja_boi is about 106-07
lol
We all make changes to our levels in time
lol
Somehow I know I'll get what I want both in the CS world and Studies
lol
anyways I guess I might be doing up a SouL banner tomorrow after I get home from school
Dimensions I'll decide later but I'll have to think of what I'll be using as a theme
lol
So for the rest of the night its relaxing to the voice of Lisa Ono and her guitar
lol
Goodnight all and to all a good sleep
lol
And to those who wonder if I will ever get a gf soon
I don't know
Don't press me
The right girl hasn't came yet
<(^.^)>
K?
lol
night all
<(Z.Z)>
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.:Fireport blogged on 11:35 PM:.
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You know seeing my 2 good friends and 1 best friend in love
is a great experience lol
I mean for my 2 good friends it's their Virgin Love so I wish them good luck
and Long love
My virgin love didn't really last long
haha
I'm to blame for it cause of my childishness
and past obsession with girls
lol
I've started to re-enter the CS world yesterday
My re-entry isn't complete till I get my skills back
from training
I won't be training today cause I'm too tired
Sorry ToSsGirL
lol I'm really too tire to train today
lol
I've re-entered SouL in hopes of bringing our name to greater glory
So my free time will be spent on CS and my guitar
lol
I remember telling my friends that I'd find a girlfriend after you all got yours
I'm sorry I can't really be fast with it
My heart is still too cold to fall in love
That girl I mentioned
I guess I was too guilty that I tried to mask it
I love her more than a sister but I can't stand to make her my girlfriend
In fear of hurting her
I can't find a girlfriend yet
I'm not ready
Cause either my heart freezes up or it melts back
Either way when it happens I'll find a girlfriend
Now I'm only in love with my music and my game
Also my art lol
Check out my new Anti-Noob Avatars later
at the end of my post
lol
I'm kinda jealous of the three couples too
I hope to find my own too
lol
But sadly there isn't really any girl for me
And I'm not really aiming for anyone cause of my "heart" problem
lol
So guys
When I find the right one
I'll find the right one
I don't care who it will be for now
All I know is that she'd appreciate me for who I am
and not force me to change
or expect me to change my habits for her
I've changed too much for my ex-girlfriends
I forgot myself
But now I've got this small chance of recovery
I'm going to use it to heal myself
Find myself
And save up some cash
So alvin the 210?
I'll give it to you slowly over 7 or 8 payments
lol
My life is one screwed up mess
I wish God could come in help me clean it
And put me back on my feet
But I know he won't
lol
Its a test I have to go through
My faith in God hasn't dwindled
lol
Neither has my suspicion of church
lol
I trust God
not the church
remember that my christian friends
lol
Its an old habit
lol
Don't worry nothing against anyone
or anything so no hard feelings k?
haha
I guess this would be the end of my post here
and here are the avatars
Anti Noob 1
Anti-Noob 2
Anti-Noob 3
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.:Fireport blogged on 8:18 PM:.
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Haha
Ellumic has been a good boy in posting everyday
hahah
Cool eh?
haha
For like I used to hardly post daily
Cause there's nothing really interesting in my life
lol
Very weird but my life is like shining up even though the weather is getting down beat
lol
Of course there are occasional down turns
I guess its all part and parcel of my life lol
But hey in the end I can succeed where my friends or peers can't
As long as I strive right?
haha
I know its kinda lofty wanting to trash all the express classes
of course I've got nothing against them
But I got something against the VP if you remember?
I hate it when a person like her
Belittles people like NA students
Who also like Express students have unlimited but sadly untapped potential
She is a person who doesn't understand that
Even if she defended herself now
I still won't change my stand
I mean if you can say it once then
That means thats the type of person you are
Of course I may be impulsive
To say I want to prove her wrong
With my exam results
Well I guess I am
And that is what I want to do
lol
I mean finally I got the topic of my blog back to myself
lol
And I know that not many people read my blog
so its ok to post what I think easily here without many people
Caring or thinking about what I think
lol
like how much I love Jesse Mccartney's music
lol
lol
Well I've really ain't got much to post
And I need to do some overnight studying so
Toodles people
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.:Fireport blogged on 9:02 PM:.
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lol Well today I've came home early from school
lol
Well I've seen enough to know that my friends are happy with their relationships
and I can rest easy
lol
Don't worry Sam you can get her
lol
Just try hard enough and be sincere
lol
To the tortoise and piggy couple
lol
I wish the 4 of you all the best and to always be happy and contented with each other!!!
lol
Well its cause I'm happy to see my 2 anaka happy with their anata lol
I'm good this way
lol
To Shi Qi
I know you kinda don't like me
But please don't hate me
Its not nice to be rude to someone who tries to be nice
lol
I'm just trying to be a friend
Please do not mistaken my actions for something else
To Kisa
Thanks for being there for me when I was down
For teaching me not to bother or pester girls
and also for helping me get a tad bid more addicted to the Gazette
lol
The two girls whom I mentioned a long time ago
hahah
Of course the girl I've been mentioning recently isn't them
as one is in RP the other in my school
Go figure which is which
lol
I'll post back later or something
With hopefully less emo crap
lol
I love to be anti-emo
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.:Fireport blogged on 6:49 PM:.
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After talking to her today
I realised that
No matter how much I do want her
I'm afraid of hurting her
I don't want to hurt her
If I do ask her to be my girlfriend again
I'm very sure I might hurt her
....
I don't want that
I'd rather wait and wait
Till she can come to Singapore
And I can truly have her by my side
Then I'll ask her
Thats for the best
for the two of us
If there is any guy who likes her
Please treat her well
If she falls for you
You are a very lucky person
She is a very kind person with a good heart
She deserves someone better than me
For the sins that I've done...
I can't be forgiven...
I of course hope that she and I can be together again
I want it to happen
Even if it was right now sure I want it to happen
But I will wait
cause
I want to know
for sure
that I really love her
Before I make a decision
I know my heart tells me I love her
But can my heart persevere
This is my test
I'm sorry girl
If you feel I'm using you
But I have to know for sure
that my heart can last with you
in order not to hurt you
Cause
I don't want to ever see
A tear of sadness on your face
Ever again...
I'll be your joy
if I can be
lol
So please my girl
Come to SG asap
haha
I'll tell you everything my heart desires
and I'll make sure
I'll hold you till you're outta breath
lol
I can't wait to see you again....
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.:Fireport blogged on 9:15 PM:.
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After talking to her today again
I stopped
well its not cause I don't feel guilty or something
its just that she found out
and asked me to stop
I mean
I had to ya know?
haha
I do feel that I want her in my life
lol
I mean not just as a mei or something
something more maybe
but I can't say yes
or no to that
cause I don't know if its just a spur of the moment
or something real
But now I only know that in my mind
I want her to come to Singapore
and I want to spend 1 whole day bringing her around Singapore
and spending one day to make her happy
here
in Singapore
haha
Its the least I could do if she comes here to visit
Of course I'd want her to stay longer
but then again
If only she came here to study then she could
lol
Plus I need to work haha
I wanna move out of my home asap
ya know
Make it out on my own
I want to be my own man
lol
I can't live of my parents forever you know?
lol
So thats my plan
by age 20 about 10 k in my bank
Its a long road
But I have to make it
So heres to me with good luck
haha
Gambate
For her sake too
ya know?
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.:Fireport blogged on 9:38 PM:.
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God
I'm in tears again
lol
Yes its cause of a girl
but she didn't make me sad
I did
Or rather my past actions did
The moment I heard her voice
I felt sad
I felt sad that I made such a nice girl cry
I felt sad that I couldn't keep any of my promises to her
I felt sad that I wanted to make her happy
But I made her cry....
When I hung up from voice chat
I really couldn't hold it back anymore
don't know why
You know
I can't ever really let go of any of my ex-girls
I mean its not that I'm a flirt or anything
Its just that I really just want
Someone to come and tell me
That she would come and help me
lol
Sure the other girls said that
But she
Her
The way she said it
Made my heart move so badly
It brought me to tears
I'm not someone who likes to cry
But now
I know who is it
in the rain that I see
I couldn't
at first
but now I think I know who it is
lol
I'm not saying who it is
but if she knows its her
then good for her
lol
if not
well
She'll figure it out
lol
I'm not going to say
that I'm not ever gonna get a girl if she won't be mine
Or that I will hold out till I can get her
Cause that isn't the way I roll
Like I said
It isn't that I'm flirtatious
Its that I'm this way
I can't change myself just like that
But in this post
and only this post
I'll say this
I'll never be 100 percent serious
with those girls
Until either I get her
or know that she will never be mine...
I don't know why
but there it is
I said it
The words in my heart
I know hardly anyone reads my blog
so its ok
I'll say it
Talk to you guys tomorrow
and happy 151 post
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.:Fireport blogged on 8:59 PM:.
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Lol
To the people I've offended cause of a joke
I'm really really sorry
All jokes aren't meant to be offensive
Just for viewing pleasure
I too enjoy a joke about myself once in a while
but still
Its kinda annoying after you say it for like 50 kajillion times
*evil eye directed to sec 3 BB boys*
anyways I really toned down these few days
Found myself falling more and more in love with my wifey
which is my guitar for now
hahah
Cause I'm starting a whole new chapter in my life
that my guitar is a big part of
so yeah
haha
My life
is beginning a new
lol
Wish me luck
Cya
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.:Fireport blogged on 9:05 PM:.
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Wow I figured out how short I am today when I was teaching
Misachi POA just like 10 minutes ago
I'm now at her house posting this lalala
lol
(HX here, and i say,"you only just found out?... ... theres some stupified silence.)
My self-esteem is at an all time low right now
Haiz
Its so sad.......
Anyways I wish her luck for POA tomorrow haha
lol
I really wish I could grow taller lol
haha
I'm also preparing for mid-years lol
Aiming for 5 points for my L1R4
lol
I know I can get it
But I think my Chem needs some extra work
After all the Chew can't teach even if he's life depended on it.
lol
haha
Oh yeah before I forget I got 2 jokes
lol
1 about Misachi
*Edward Sees an Ant on her arm*
E: Hey there's an Ant on your arm see see
M:Really? I only thought mosquito's find me sweet, I didn't know I was that sweet
E(under his breath): Like real....
M: Ants got weird taste :/
hahaha
Heres another one
This morning
This weird girl walks across and says : Hi Sam hubby
With a smile on her face she walks away.
Sam sprays like the Merlion
Alvin sprays all over Sam and Wei Yang
We all fall down laughing
lol
Hard to explain
lol
Anyways Post other things tonight
cya
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.:Fireport blogged on 4:59 PM:.
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lol
Well I find myself back here typing in this blog
I'm tired of sounding pitiful and wanting pity
I don't want that
lol
I've got my Anaka
lol
Thats all I really need right now lol
Support from my Anaka
lol
Talking about Anaka
Today I spent the afternoon with my Anaka
Alvin and Wei Yang
Also their Anatas
Pearlyn and Yun Ru
also with their friend Li Na
lol
Had lunch at Cartel
After that I'm really freaking broke
lol
So like we went to the library and then Yun Ru had to leave so Wei Yang sent her back
haha
Anyways after that we slowly all went home one by one so yeah haha
The day was enjoyable lol
DAMAGE CONTROL HERE DON'T ASKToodles
lol
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.:Fireport blogged on 8:23 PM:.
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Well here I am finding myself alone once again in this awfully cold night
haha
Alone is maybe a term
or a literal effect
Depends on you the reader to decipher
I'm lazy to give answers so please give me the answers you want
I understand if I have friends and such in the day
But its the night that really kills
lol
The silence is unbearable
Of course there are people I can call
But they are not the ones that I need to hear
There is someone I need to hear
lol
I don't know who
I know theres something I need to say
I don't know what
lol
maybe I told her today
lol
I hope I can help my friends get through their troubles
cause I think only then
Can they truly figure out why I'm the way I am
lol
I'm weird
I'm me
lol
Nothing you say can change that
Just don't say I'm useless
I'll make sure you eat your words right back
On the spot
Under stood *.*
cya guys haha
Oh yeah
From now on
I'm gone from BB
so no more polishing
or marching
hahahahha
I'm HAPPY LOL
I'M FREE AS A BIRD
oh yeah today I got a joke
C&C is not Command And Conquer
Its Carmen and Corrine !!!!
lol
and you can't Command a girl but you definitely can Conquer a girl ahhhaha
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.:Fireport blogged on 10:32 PM:.
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lol
I've been seeing my post more about me than girls nowadays
lol
I've also been seeing myself grow up faster and know what I did wrong faster too.
I mean I've been seeing my life all wrong
I always thought I could bare everything in my life alone
but now I know I need friends in order to do that
That doesn't mean that I need to burden my friends with problems.
So I've learned something new haven't I?
And recently I've felt the whole world is lagging
Sorta like the whole world is being slowed down by time magic
I mean it seems unnatural but yet it seems to flow well
I'm no expect in time magic but this seems to be its effects
Anyways the whole world seems to be going to hell these days
I mean look at all the crimes and atrocities being committed every day
Its disappointing to see it like this
I really want to change that
Maybe I should go into politics
but hey why don't I just stick to my music
and studies for now right?
haha
Of and FYI gaming is my religion don't ask why
But it is
I follow the code of the gamer
And I will own any gamer who disgraces the code
You have my word on it
=)
Thats all
haha
Oh yeah
haha
Recently I'm kinda jealous of everyone who got someone there
haha
Maybe its not time for me yet
but I hate having to envy
lol
Bit by bit I'll get closer to getting the person I'm looking for
Whoever she is
lol
I know she's out there
I know I've seen her before
I know her scent
I know how her hair flows
But I don't know who she is
Or if I ever will see her again
私の王女私は捜し、保護する
That is the phrase I shall use when I see her
After all
I need to protect the one I love the most
lol
It's in my stars...
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.:Fireport blogged on 8:28 PM:.
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I must be going crazy I find myself back here
I know I'm crushing
Or rather I think I am
GOD FUCK IT ALL TO HELL
.....
I really am on my wits end
What THE FUCK CAN I DO TO GET ALL THIS AWAY????
I'm going crazy
I need someone to talk to now
I need someone there to calm me down
I really want to cry
I don't want a girlfriend
Or a super close guyfriend
right about now
I just want
someone I can talk to
and I can start to cry
...
I'm breaking down on the inside
God I sound like a fucking emo
...
Clashing personalities suck
haha
Split personalities too
I don't feel well
....
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.:Fireport blogged on 9:47 PM:.
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A certain wind a certain blow
Is almost here within this flow
Of time and rhyme this often goes
So long I have searched for you in vain
And I guess you don't know about the pain
I've felt since the time I knew
That the raven flew
Into the abyss that is in me
And set restrains to this person never to be set free
Only by finding you this can be undone
Other wise the demon will always have fun
Trying to make me unwind
and soon I shall go crazy in time
I hope you the one I seek
Can come and help me this weak
And hopeless fellow who is lost inside
and now only can run away and hide
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Enough of the emo shit
I'm sick and tired of hiding it all inside
I really do hope
That the one I seek may see this
and come approach me
If its her of course I'd be happy
if it isn't lol
well its still ok
Cause then I'd be alright again right?
I'm afraid of chasing her away
But yet all I can do
Is pray
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.:Fireport blogged on 9:29 PM:.
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Heck I screwed up again I guess
lol
I know the way I do things sometimes freak girls out
I guess
Its just cause I'm a bit eccentric
You know it's kinda annoying ya know?
Cause I don't want to be this way
But somehow I am
I'm always this way
I really want it to stop
I really want it all to stop
but the only thing that can is music
and me wanting to form a band
I really need the members
and the people who are willing to work together
and play music
I really want this group of people
of course there are people I'd like in my band
Right now this is my Ideal Line Up
Band Name : TBA
Lead/Rhythm : Me
Bass/Lead : Alvin
Rhythm/ Bass : Kisa
Drums : Dexter
Keyboards : As long as its a girl or someone who can play well
Vocals: Anyone who can sing, Girls are better at this
----
This is my ideal line up for now
lol
Of course I want this to happen
But somehow it isn't
O levels
is coming so none of them
Would really be willing to put 110% into the music stuff
For those who graduated well
Lets just say their busy with their own agendas
I really want the band to come together and play
lol
By national day
I want the band
lol
But a lot of hard work is install for me
And the members
So right now the band is
Name : TBA
Lead/Rhythm: Edward
Bass/Lead: Alvin
Drums : TBA
Keyboards : TBA
Secondary Guitar: TBA
Vocals : TBA
As you can see a whole lot of the places are still empty
So if you are looking for a band
and can play any of the instruments above
please drop me a line or message
I'm really in need of this band.
It takes my mind of everything
It makes me become me
lol
I guess I really am crushing on that girl
but heck with the crushing
I only want to be her friend now
lol
Thats all that matters after all
friendship
lol
I don't want enemies or too many aquintances
I want real friends to add on to those I already have
haha
She's well one of the few I hope can help me achieve that
I might sound selfish
But thats cause it is
After all I am only human right?
lol
If only that girl really knew what I really meant all the time
lol
Anyways here's a quote from the song
Can't Escape The Chocolate Syrup - Shakka Labbits
"People are always ,
Repeating mistakes,
Right or Wrong ,
They are but memories in my head"
Cya soon guys
haha
Hope one day
Someone can answer my calls
lol
I'm afraid of myself
and losing myself to my wants
haha
When then will I truly find peace in myself
lol
Soon I guess
haha
With music in my veins and blood on my guitar
haha
I'll play till I bleed lol
And I still won't stop
Cause the music brings us deeper into ourselves
and help us see the truth in the way we play
haha
After all
If the great music composers could say what they felt in words
Why are there more great musical pieces than stories?
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.:Fireport blogged on 9:07 PM:.
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Shock and a bit of thanks is what I'd describe it as
lol
Don't ask what or why
If you know you do
If you don't well I'll keep you in the shadows
lol
Well recently I've finished my first song
well a real one
called Radio Silence
lol
Maybe it seems a bit lame but heck this is what I like
lol
Can you people do anything about it?
no I don't think so
lol
I've been thinking recently whats the point of writing my music
Or trying to improve it
Well it's cause
Its the only thing that can take my mind of that girl
lol
I might be crushing
I might not but heck
I really want to be her friend lol
Tonight is a nice night for a slow song
But I'm in the mood for some fast songs like
Are you gonna be my girl - Jet " I say 123 tell me how to count to 3 cause you look so fine and I really wanna make you mine "
yes I am lazy enough today not to give you guys a proper song quote to show how I feel but heck this is enough I guess.
Maybe maybe not I'll post when I want to
Jiana
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.:Fireport blogged on 10:42 PM:.
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Its amazing isn't it?
to see me single and not really see me complaining about it
I finally see the greatness of single-hood
The amount of money you can spend on yourself?
lol
Without having to care whether you have enough for your partner
It's kinda great
But its only good if you have friends like Alvin and Xian Zu lol
Which are now like closer to me
Oh and Angel too hahah
The girl who has nightly chats with me
To the point the evening no longer is boring
haha
Recently I've been writing a lot of songs
and a whole big number of raps
Sure I'll share them with you guys
When I cut my first CD haha
I'll make sure loyal readers get my album before others haha
anyways
how can I put this
My life has had a lot of fluxes in the recent days
A lot of anger is inside of me
With no avenue to put it out on
I mean it might be the stress
but heck I'm not stressed about my O's but more maybe about the fact
I want to beat all the 4E classes in the O's
Just so I can make my Vice-Principal eat her words about us Academic Students
Being not even half as good as any of the Express students
And the small number of obnoxious express students who deserve to get trashed by me
A lowly academic student.
With this effort I want to prove to my school,
my country,
my friends,
my teachers,
my enemies,
and my family
that looking down on people who are weaker then you is wrong
underestimating them would be your downfall.
I might look down on some people
But I try not to
I always and always try to find some good in people
Because I believe not all people are bad
and everyone will have the same end
Not wanting to be alone when they die
but to be with the one they love the most.
For me
I don't know who that person is anymore
Cause right now there isn't a girl that I love..
More like a girl I like.
And hey maybe I did love all my exes (2nd and 8th excluded)
But I was doing the whole thing wrongly
lol
If I want a girlfriend now
I don't want to rush it anymore
I want to take it nice and slow
I want to enjoy life and a girlfriend together
not just 1
but I want both
lol
Of course I've found a girl I like
lol
But I don't love her yet
So yeah
I'm not going to go after her till I'm really sure I can manage
And I'm fit financially
lol
So maybe no PSPs or Electric Guitars for this year
but heck
I really want to save up my money
and use it on someone worth it
lol
Maybe sneak a cruise to Gold Coast on Christmas with that special someone
and kiss her on the stroke of midnight
lol
That will always be my dream
lol
and the best would be it'll start to snow the moment we lock lips
lol
I don't care anymore about carnal pleasures
or pleasures of the skin
I just want to find myself in this mess
and find that person out there
haha
She might be next to me all the time
without me even knowing lol
who knows right?
I need to go right now
Cause I'm about to be late for work
So yeah
Cya guys and here's a bit of song lyric for you guys
"I don't ask a lot but I know one thing for sure, It's your love I haven't got girl and I just can't take it anymore."That thing you do - The Wonders (Oneders)::
.:Fireport blogged on 7:02 AM:.
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She's The Reason For The Teardrops on my Guitar
The only thing that keeps me playing underneath the stars
She's the song in the night I keep playing don't why I do....
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Its a phrase from my re-written lyrics for Teardrops On My Guitar
lol
You could say i wrote for someone
But heck
It's your perception
Not mine
I don't have to follow your choices people
This is my blog
My life
My Music
yeah
Today spent the whole afternoon
Practicing B-Ball with Alvin , Yang- meh meh and Sammy Boy
lol
Ok ok
If they do read this It's just a nick name
nothing more
hahaha
Came back late
Damn tired
nothing much to update...
I only know I'm afraid of something
I don't know what
lol
Toodles
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.:Fireport blogged on 10:38 PM:.
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lol
Testing my new style of doing things right now
lol
Forgive me if I do a typo I'm really doing this post without my glasses on
I'm starting to find them a hindrance instead of a help.
They tend to make me lose focus easily so from now on I won't wear them unless necessary
To some of you maybe you think I'm trying to act cool and all
But that isn't the reason why I'm doing it
lol
Its just me trying something new and wanting to succeed at it
I'll stop being such a big book worm and just try being normal now a days
lol
I need to improve myself greatly if I want to do what I'm doing
so yeah
This is step one
starting from now
lol
Jiana
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.:Fireport blogged on 9:39 PM:.
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