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Somehow I'm getting very tired
not of relationships and such
but more of everything in life
lol
I've even contemplated suicide
like popping that cyanide pill and a glass of red wine
lol
But that isn't the type of person I am
I'll take on whatever comes my way
I feel it's unfair to her somehow..
I as the person I am..
Maybe what I'm trying to do
is to find something I never found before
My heart died in April 13 2006
It never recovered...
What that means is for you as the reader to decide..
For me
It means unless someone can make my heart really beat again
I'll never know what is called true love
or pain......
" You could have said a word but you turned away,
Did you always act such a passive way,
Now don't you ever think I will suck up to you,
But I still believe in you...."
Decay - Rie Fu
thats about it people so yeah cya
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.:Fireport blogged on 10:51 PM:.
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