::It's been One Week since you talked to me
said you be my steady
lol
One week
not much but still quite alot
lol
7 days
Only 7 days
but it seems like 7 weeks
Time has passed slowly for me this past week
no idea why
but I feel it's been a long time
lol
I'm feeling like an old man you know?
like my bones are kiling me
my head is killing me too
lol
But hey I'm still alivelol
Every other day I get to see her
lol
Thats enough
lol
just a glimpse of her
and a smile from her
lol
When did I become so simple to be pleased?
lol
I don't know
but it's a good thing
I still want to do my best
lol
see
even my mindsets changed
I don't want to be the best
I want to do my best
lol
I guess I finally cleared my head lol
I'd support her
all the way
no matter what problems she has
as long as I can
I will
that is not a promise
Its a vow
Its something I have bound myself to do
Cause I know
this is something I would do for her
and something I can do for her
maybe I've done this for others
but everytime I put more effort than the last
and this time
Is everything I got
My one last run everyone
lol
My one last chance to salvation
Before I lose everything
maybe some of you know what I'm talking about
Her?
maybe she knows
Maybe she doesn't
But don't one of you tell her what I mean
I'll slaughter you guys k?
lol
Theres only so much I can control it
lol
This time I'm not joking around anymore
This is the last time I can control it fully
I've lost the last few times
and one thing to those who know
When I lose control
Run from me
or kill me
or at least bind me or something
before I hurt anyone
the last person I want to hurt is her
But she can control me
all she needs to do
is hold on to me
to stop me
lol
Well
Its been one week
I still love her
I hope she does too
lol
He misses her
Does she miss him?::

.:Fireport blogged on 5:50 PM:.
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