::Hey ya'll
lol
Somehow I feel great this past week
lol
It's been 2 weeks with her yesterday
lol
Some of you may ask why I count but yeah I do
I count every time.
And each time
I can't forget the last girl
lol
Heck I can't even forget the first.
Ok maybe the second yes I can but the rest I can't
lol
I realize that every time I post something here
It's more about the girl I have with me
instead of me
so yeah
I'm going to try to post on more things about my life
than about what I think when I'm with my girl.
lol
It seems I post cause of my girlfriend and not cause of me
I'm going to change that
lol
so basically I'm now trying to find someone
Hopefully the girl I'm with now,
To make me forget about the other girls
lol
To help me through my troubles
and keep by my side.
Truthfully I think I'm losing my mind
lol
I'm going slowly insane
Losing all rhythm and rhyme
and my mind is wasting away a bit at a time
lol
I'm feeling mortal
I used to think
I can never be defeated
I can never lose
to lose is to die
To die is better than losing with no dignity
lol
But slowly
I see it differently
I've lost my zeal as a samurai should
lol
I always wanted to be a samurai
someone who'd follow the code
Bushido
But I guess I'm like everyone else now
someone who is weak
A person who falls for temptations
lol
I want to recover from that
lol
I need someone to help me through that
It's a tall order I know
but its the one thing I need to get through my life with
thats all I have to say
Toodles::

.:Fireport blogged on 10:48 PM:.
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