::Lol people
Like the new skin?
It suits me more now
haha
I'm more than just a guitar
I'm a guitarist and my guitar is part of my soul
lol
Like how a Katana is part of a Samurai's soul lol
yeah
My background music
Is a sped up Japish Version of That Thing You Do by the Oneders or the Wonders
lol
So yeah it suits me
lol
Oh I just came out of the shower
haha
smelling minty fresh
haha
Gonna go do some basic work outs lol
Cya::

.:Fireport blogged on 3:42 PM:.
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::Hey people it'sa me MARIO!!!
like no....
haha
anyways I'm in kinda a high mood today
Went out with Xiang-Zai today to play free pool at JEC
which was K-pool so yeah it was kinda fun there
lost a few matches won a bit more
Basically let out pretty much half a pail of water if you get what I mean
lol
The atmosphere there didn't allow me to concentrate most of the time with all those rap music
lol
Which I happily jived and danced to
lol
Met this new friend called Kisa
Kisa-san in a few words is
Cute, friendly, bubbly, open and kind
lol
No please for the people who I know
I'm not in the right moment for trying to woo a girl
so no wolf whistling or trying to jeer me about it
right about now
I really just wanna be her friend and maybe a bit more lol
I got my studies to concentrate on and my music to play
Plus I need to revamp MASH
with new material and objectives...
I'm also broke yeah haha
so yeah
thats about it
lol
Hey you there with the goku hair
stop jeering
*throws a knife*
lol
opps
haha
heres a closing sound bite or quote
" I woke up this morning with a vision about this world we liv'in that one day people of many colors will stand together and band together under one color in a banner that says we be humans and not just negro,whites or chinks that we be people that know one another like brothers and treat your mother as my mother. That one day no hate will exist in this and that one day there won't be anyone who'd wanna diss."
Ellumic - 2008


cya guys lol
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.:Fireport blogged on 9:46 PM:.
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::Now I'm single again
lol
There are perks to it
and Cons lol
But at least now I can concentrate on alot more stuff
lol
Well wish me luck::

.:Fireport blogged on 8:41 PM:.
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::I'm falling apart....
I don't know what to do with myself...
It's starting to bother my life..
Ever since I knew that I lied about everything...
Ever since I knew I was nothing but a lie
My whole life has been unraveling
My spirit is broken
My body is weak...
Let the Lord take my soul and let me earn his keep...
I need something to save me from this crap...
I don't want to be emo..
I hate it..
lol
I wish I could make her leave without hurting her
Cause if she stayed..
She'd get hurt even more...
She isn't prepared for what is happening to me now...
I rather she didn't see it at all...
Thats why I hid it from everyone till now...
I can't hide anymore...
I can't run anymore...
My life is in ruin...
My dreams are in tatters...
I don't want this anymore
I want to end everything right now....
This is not a suicide note...
This is a statement of truth
This is a statement of force
I don't want to hurt anymore...
I JUST WANT PEACE IN MY LIFE...
I wish my superior could stop asking me to do the job anymore...
Teck Whye is not my problem
It's his....
I will not do that anymore...
I quit...
As for love wise....
I don't want her to get hurt...
Life wise...
I want to concentrate on my music , game and studies...
Thats all I want to concentrate about now...
Nothing else is as important as those three.
The three reasons I'm still alive...
Enough of the lies...
This is the truth now...
No more facades of a fool...
This is Ellumic "edward" Dames
No more lies about it
I might be Edward Cheang by Ident
but I am Ellumic through and through
I'll let my music be my tools
My game be my relaxation
and my studies my focus
I'm sick and tired
Of playing it easy
It's time to get in shape::

.:Fireport blogged on 10:42 PM:.
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::Somehow I'm getting very tired
not of relationships and such
but more of everything in life
lol
I've even contemplated suicide
like popping that cyanide pill and a glass of red wine
lol
But that isn't the type of person I am
I'll take on whatever comes my way
I feel it's unfair to her somehow..
I as the person I am..
Maybe what I'm trying to do
is to find something I never found before
My heart died in April 13 2006
It never recovered...
What that means is for you as the reader to decide..
For me
It means unless someone can make my heart really beat again
I'll never know what is called true love
or pain......
" You could have said a word but you turned away,
Did you always act such a passive way,
Now don't you ever think I will suck up to you,
But I still believe in you...."
Decay - Rie Fu

thats about it people so yeah cya
::

.:Fireport blogged on 10:51 PM:.
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::Fly me to the moon.....
and let me play among the stars....
won't you let me see what spring is on jupiter and mars .....
in other words hold my hand...
in other words darling kiss me...
lol
I'm somehow addicted to the Hikki version which is a pop , R&B and jazz version
lol
and to my girl
If you don't want me anymore...
it's ok cause I'll learn how to move on like I always do.
but if you want to stay
I'll be here waiting lol

Even if you don't believe me or anything.
Cause maybe I made a whole lot of mistakes before
or maybe cause I always say I'm good at conning
but the thing is
Everytime I tell a girl something
I mean it
lol
So yeah
Whatever your decision may be
we'll still be good friends in the end right?
lol
Fill my heart with song and let me sing forever more...

help me finish the song won't yah?

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.:Fireport blogged on 10:50 PM:.

::lol
Anyways today's title is called Decay in homage to the song I'm listening to lol
and yes Roger I shall cut down my addiction to lol
Yet somehow it's how I say things ya know?
Its how I do things
It's the way I am
Anyways now to abit of recap to my life recently
I'm together with someone new
I'm trying to form a band with two people whom I regard as close friends (thats you Zak and Riaz)
I'm preparing for my O's
I'm trying to stop my ex and her friends from trying to go against my present girl.
And please stop denying it , it's very blatant that you are against her.
I am also trying to help me present girlfriend to help her improve her English.
So yes please stop dissing her or me for her English.
It's annoying.
Anyways I'm starting to listen to more Shaka*Labbits and Rie Fu lol
Yeah thats why my theme is Life is like a Boat.
Presently I'm trying to learn the song Time Of Your (Good Riddance)
It's an old song but hey it's nice
lol
I'm also using a new browser which is Firefox cause IE lags too much.
IE became irritating
so yeah
I drop annoying things
like I drop my keys which is a lot.
So please don't annoy me people.
So yeah
Thats about it
seeya soon::

.:Fireport blogged on 5:52 PM:.
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::Hey ya'll
lol
Somehow I feel great this past week
lol
It's been 2 weeks with her yesterday
lol
Some of you may ask why I count but yeah I do
I count every time.
And each time
I can't forget the last girl
lol
Heck I can't even forget the first.
Ok maybe the second yes I can but the rest I can't
lol
I realize that every time I post something here
It's more about the girl I have with me
instead of me
so yeah
I'm going to try to post on more things about my life
than about what I think when I'm with my girl.
lol
It seems I post cause of my girlfriend and not cause of me
I'm going to change that
lol
so basically I'm now trying to find someone
Hopefully the girl I'm with now,
To make me forget about the other girls
lol
To help me through my troubles
and keep by my side.
Truthfully I think I'm losing my mind
lol
I'm going slowly insane
Losing all rhythm and rhyme
and my mind is wasting away a bit at a time
lol
I'm feeling mortal
I used to think
I can never be defeated
I can never lose
to lose is to die
To die is better than losing with no dignity
lol
But slowly
I see it differently
I've lost my zeal as a samurai should
lol
I always wanted to be a samurai
someone who'd follow the code
Bushido
But I guess I'm like everyone else now
someone who is weak
A person who falls for temptations
lol
I want to recover from that
lol
I need someone to help me through that
It's a tall order I know
but its the one thing I need to get through my life with
thats all I have to say
Toodles::

.:Fireport blogged on 10:48 PM:.
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::Well haha
Its sunday again
and another work day
Oh why I choose to post today?
well you might ask
And I'm going to tell you
Firstly I have to say I have nothing against fat people
Well I have a few oversized friends and I'm quite friendly with them
But then again
There are some which I am not so friendly with
and some which totally stun me
I mean look at this example"
"Can I have the McSpicy meal?"
(me)"Upsized?"
"No but I want an additional 6 piece nuggets and a double cheeseburger"
(me)"ok"
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See?
What I mean?
There were a few who mentioned thier on diets
and then I find them eating everything alone
Diet ?
more like to buff them up
lol
Then again with funny orders
there was an idiot who asked for tartar sauce when he did not want any on his fish and said he was allergic.
The next thing I new when I sent him his order.
He was eating the sauce with fries!!!
I mean allergic?
somehow he gives new meaning on the word
Otherwise its quite OK.
Anyways
I love looking at such people
and then there are those who think they can lord over us
Its terribly irritating
Please stop it
I'm not a second class citizen
Neither are my colleagues
So yeah piss OFF
anyways this is the end of the post
lol
I miss her yeah
I do
lol
At least I get to see her tomorrow
lol
:)
Toodles::

.:Fireport blogged on 2:54 PM:.
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::It's been One Week since you talked to me
said you be my steady
lol
One week
not much but still quite alot
lol
7 days
Only 7 days
but it seems like 7 weeks
Time has passed slowly for me this past week
no idea why
but I feel it's been a long time
lol
I'm feeling like an old man you know?
like my bones are kiling me
my head is killing me too
lol
But hey I'm still alivelol
Every other day I get to see her
lol
Thats enough
lol
just a glimpse of her
and a smile from her
lol
When did I become so simple to be pleased?
lol
I don't know
but it's a good thing
I still want to do my best
lol
see
even my mindsets changed
I don't want to be the best
I want to do my best
lol
I guess I finally cleared my head lol
I'd support her
all the way
no matter what problems she has
as long as I can
I will
that is not a promise
Its a vow
Its something I have bound myself to do
Cause I know
this is something I would do for her
and something I can do for her
maybe I've done this for others
but everytime I put more effort than the last
and this time
Is everything I got
My one last run everyone
lol
My one last chance to salvation
Before I lose everything
maybe some of you know what I'm talking about
Her?
maybe she knows
Maybe she doesn't
But don't one of you tell her what I mean
I'll slaughter you guys k?
lol
Theres only so much I can control it
lol
This time I'm not joking around anymore
This is the last time I can control it fully
I've lost the last few times
and one thing to those who know
When I lose control
Run from me
or kill me
or at least bind me or something
before I hurt anyone
the last person I want to hurt is her
But she can control me
all she needs to do
is hold on to me
to stop me
lol
Well
Its been one week
I still love her
I hope she does too
lol
He misses her
Does she miss him?::

.:Fireport blogged on 5:50 PM:.
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::And it starts in my nose makes me twinkle my toes
lol
I'm addicted to Colbie Caillet
lol
yeah
she's a reason why I picked up my guitar again today
lol
I'm practicing as I do this post
lol
Today went quite ok
lol
Morning went to work.
Nothing much really happened but yea thats normal
After work
went to lot 1 to meet baby and her friends
lol
Played at the arcade
had alot of fun
took some neoprints (second time in my life)
lol
then had lunch at the food court lol
After that went on home and here I am
lol
I miss her alot
Really hope there can be one time
just one time
I and her can be alone on our own
maybe that will have to wait
as long as she doesn't let go of me
and I don't let go of her
I definately can wait
lol
yeah
want more time with her::

.:Fireport blogged on 4:50 PM:.
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::lol
Today went out with Xiang-Zai and King Kit.
lol
Spent the whole day at Xiang-Zai's house and play PSP and Computer
lol
Caught up on old times
and finally KK is taller than me hahaha
After that went to CCK haha
lol
ran down to the LRT station just to get my day's glimpse of her haha
Saw her there
lol
Miss her man
haha
I hope by some god forgiven wish
Her mum will let her out on good friday so we can go watch a movie together
lol
But if that doesn't happen its ok haha
yeah...
Its ok..
After that went to the arcade to slack till 7 30
where I watched the Water Horse with Vinodh,Lingesh and Dashen
lol
so yeah
had a nice day
I miss her a lot lol
Everyday
lol
Distance does make the yearning stronger..
yearning....
stronger...
" Even if there were a thousand taels of gold to be given, I will not give up the one I love."
Anonymous::

.:Fireport blogged on 11:06 PM:.
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::Well ok haha
Since I have so many pretty girls asking me to update my blog I guess I will
lol
I broke up with Rainie and now sorta in a war with her,
(you can hate me all you want but my decision is final)
I have a new girlfriend.
Not going to reveal who yet until she wants me to reveal her hahaha
so yeah
Started on the 7th of March though hahah
yeah
Maybe alot of people will call me a jerk and an ass
but hey
Whatever dudes
I really do love my new girlfriend
I mean at least she's been treating me better than a few of my exes and same with the rest
I'm not playing favourites here but hey at least she's nicer than alot of them actually
lol
I know my "bro's" all know who she is lah but hey haha
Its for them to know lah
I can't let any others know till then hahah
She brightened my mood for the last few days so yeah haha
I thank her for that
lol
I don't know what else to post for now
I'm preping myself for the largest study mode in my life
which is like 3 days
lol
I'm pulling it till O's
Balancing work,school,BB,Baby,Mash
at the same time
so yeah
I need to learn time and money management.
And about Mash I got some openings for you people
Have something to say or music to reveal come on down
Heres the list of people in the group now
with openings
MASH
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Chief Editor : Edward "Ellumic" Cheang
Art Department : Misachi, Brian
Fashion Department : -
Music Department : -
Aunt Agony Department : Pamela
Web Devoper Team : -
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So yeah haha
We need people in those departments to start.
Money will be made when we start earning money
But it will start as an E-zine
so yeah abit slow but heck care
Enjoy my blog and post then
Toodles::

.:Fireport blogged on 12:28 PM:.
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