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Lonely...
I am so lonely...
I have no body to call my friend....
Well it feels that way in school nowadays...
All my friends are gone....
lol...
I'm alone during recess...
I feel like I was pushed away by everyone..
I know alot of people.....
But I don't really know them...
Its like faces without a smile...
Everywhere I go...
I see shells..
I feel so god damn alone...
I have never done anything to harm them...
They look at me so badly...
I have never done anything to make them angry...
Yet they look at me with disgust...
Yes..
My classmates..
My juniors..
My seniors ( well ex)...
They somehow hate me in a sense which I don't know...
I've done things wrong before..
I've done alot of wrong things...
But each time I do something good to make up for it...
Yet why can't people see what I do good...
Is it that way?
That must be it...
You can call me arragont and a bastard...
I admit I am that way...
But I toned it down a way lot...
I act the way I am because I have something to back it up...
Please don't treat me like hot air..
I'm not...
So if you read this...
If anyone reads this..
Know this..
I'll be your friend no matter who you are...
I mean it..
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.:Fireport blogged on 11:29 PM:.
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