::Lol had a happy day today yet embarassing...

Today sang infront of my condo so then was like embarassing...

Sian lah....

lol

haha

Today was the new years celebration....

lol

Food and drink

Got a free water bottle...

In other news I'm a cleric::

.:Fireport blogged on 9:33 PM:.
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::I got lucky tonight!!!!!
But not in the usual way!!!!
Thats cause tonight I almost lost the one I the one I love the most to singlehood....
Luckily, she forgave me for my wrongs again and let me try to fix everything right...
I will do that!!!!
I swear to god, I will do that!!!!::

.:Fireport blogged on 12:59 AM:.
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::

Saint Seraph

Saint Seraph

Mercy Restraint

Saving Someone

Saving Someone

Saving Someone

Saving Someone




Adeliade



Chris



Kevin



Marisa

Vic

Yo people Today I spent the day with dearest!!!!

At DXO

Thanks Kevin

hahaha

Great performances !!!!

THe pictures above are for you to view

Might Upload a vid

lol

All the members from adeliade are up there so take a look

hahahah

TTYL::

.:Fireport blogged on 10:37 PM:.
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::I have no idea what goes through your mind...
And I assure you you have lost every bit of sympathy I have for you...
I used to pity your miserable existence but no more...
You can't cherish your friends and keep them with you..
I should let your enemies find you but I won't..
No cause thats beneath me...
Yes I'm throwing hot air at you Loh Yuan Zi...
I am beginning to hate your character...
I am beginning to dislike your stupidity...
My patience has run thin...
I will not help you anymore..
The only time I will help you will be if you are on the brink of death...
And I can give you the kiss of life...
Unless you can salvage all your wrongs...
I will not help you...
You can run from your problems...
But then you have to face them sooner or later...
Kai Qi can hunt you down...
I can only give you advice on how to hide yourself from him...
But who knows..
He may know the ways..
That is the last thing I can do for you Loh Yuan Zi..
You disappoint me...
You trouble me...
Your a burden to me...
Run and keep running...
As long as you live you will always be weak...
Run and hang on to your life...
Hang on to that weak miserable excuse of existence....
I will not care if you do..
If you only know how to run and rely on others...
I will let you run...
I will not help you...
I shall not be there for you...
You can keep running away...
I give you the choice now Loh Yuan Zi....
Face your problems with your pride below you or run and never come to me for help ever again....::

.:Fireport blogged on 10:48 PM:.
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::INSTRUCTIONS!-DO THIS WITHOUT ANY COMPLAINTS-

CHOOSE 6 PEOPLE TO DO AFTER THIS.-

LEAVE A TAG TO NOTIFY THEM TO DO THIS QUIZ!

FAVOURITES!COLOUR: White

FOOD: Japanese

SONG: I'm not ok(I promise) - MCR

MOVIE: Resident Evil Trilogy, The Matrix

SPORT: Basketball

DAY OF THE WEEK: Sunday

SEASON: Winter

ICECREAM: B&J,Hagen Daaz and green tea flavour.

CURRENT:MOOD: pissed off.disappointed.insulted.befounded

TASTE: bitter.sweet,spicy

CLOTHES: shirt and jeans

DESKTOP: PA Art

TOENAILS: There but colorless

TIME: 11:07

SURROUNDINGS: Noise and the pleasent music of my dearest

ANNOYANCES: One as of now

FIRST: Kiss?

BEST FRIEND: Not sure

CRUSH: My girlfriend

MOVIE: Matrix

LIE: NO HOMEWORK!

MUSIC: Anytype

HAVE YOU EVER:DATED YOUR BEST FRIEND: No

BROKEN THE LAW: Yes

BEEN ARRESTED: No

5 THINGS YOU'RE WEARING NOW: Shirt,Trackpants,Undies,Specs,

4 THINGS THAT YOU HAVE DONE TODAY: went to RP.went to plaza.had lunch at mos,played in the rain.

3 THINGS YOU HEAR NOW: Dear's Voice

2 THINGS YOU GONNA DO LATER: Post this and talk to dear

.1 THING YOU DO WHEN YOU'RE BORED: Game::

.:Fireport blogged on 11:02 PM:.
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::Today was the last parade of the year

haha

I went to BB in fatigue dress

lol

after that went to 163 for lunch

then chiong to CCK for some volunteer work

and met dar around 6 later on

So yeah

thats my day

nothing much though

hahaha

cya guys

--- signs off ---::

.:Fireport blogged on 9:16 PM:.
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::Today went down to meet dar at her home at 11+
for once I was early and hopefully from now on
Anyways after that I went down to suntec with gor lala and dar for lala and dar's interview at Toys' R Us
Anyways today I found this blog about twits called The Twits Of the World Unite!!!!
the-twits-around-us.blogspot.com
Its a nice blog with insults about idoit bimbo's in Singapore...
BUT SADLY IT HAS MY GIRLFRIEND INSIDE !!!!!!
So to MR.ION , Rukia and EnEn....
MY GIRLFRIEND IS NOT A TWIT AND SHE WILL BE SMARTER THAN ALL OF YOU!!!!!!
Anyways thats about it
Ta Ta::

.:Fireport blogged on 10:52 PM:.
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::I'M IN NO MOOD TO BLOG BUT HEY WHAT THE HELL
FUCK THAT STUPID ORANGE FUCK HIM TO WHAT EVER FUCKING HELL HE HAS....
FUCK HIS STUPID MONEY AND HIS STUPID LEE FAMILY FUCKER!!!!
YOUR DAD PLAYS GOLF WITH THEM SO WHAT!!!!!
YOU THINK YOU CAN GET AWAY WITH EVERYTHING?????
NO WAY DUDE!!!
YOU CAN TRY !!!!
BUT NOOOOO!!!!
YOU WON'T!!!!
anyways on a lighter note
Today went to JP with dar and lala for Toys R' Us
Job Interview but dar got a job at another shop forgot the name liao!!!!
lol
Then we went to the arcade and spent like 2 hours there playing silent hill and stuff
It was like soooo fun
Then after that went to Lot 1
Ate Ajisan
and then Ju Ju came and messed the rest of my day
*grumble*
Well whatever when I wake up I'll feel better
Tata
--Ellumic Signing Off--::

.:Fireport blogged on 10:09 PM:.
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::YES IT IS HAHAH
It is the 100th post on my blog
Celebrations....!!!!!!
aHHAHAHAHA
I FINALLY MADE IT LOL
ANyways Today
Woke up at about like 10+
Slacked home till 2
Met Dar at JEC and slacked till 4
Then went for my BB meeting at church till 7.....
After that
here I am
hahha
Muacks I love you dear
lol
haha
---Ellumic Signing Off ---::

.:Fireport blogged on 12:08 AM:.
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::Wow I'm dead tired today yet I'm sleepless hahaha
Weird eh
Lets start from yestarday
I woke up around 10 to meet Rainie at 12 at Fajar
We then went down to causeway to watch Hitman and see Carol an old friend of mine...
Talking bout Hitman and not to spoil it for you...
ITS AWESOME...
Its a must watch show...
Parital Nudity or Graphic Violence Its a MUST WATCH!!!!!
I give it 5/5 for movie hahaha
Its a good show
Even old aunties and uncles who sat behind were watching it...
And there is also a cameo of the original Hitman 47 in the Movie on a Russia Mission....
Hint Hint....
After that we went to Town and slacked there till dinner...
Which we had at Suntec Mac...
Then Went to B&J's for dessert.
And we sat at the Singapore River side for about till 2+ 3....
We talked alot...
I cried alot...
She cried abit.....
Yeah but we had a good time...
And good luck to Yixin on her first day!!!!
hahaha
After that we went to Clarke Quay for clubbing at one of the unknown 24 hour clubs...
They served rounds on the house for a good few hours till around 5 when they started to pack up...
Ok their not really 24 hours but well you get it...
lol
After that we went to the MRT and waited..
Then slowly took our time to get home...
Which now I am haha
I go catch z's so cya
---Ellumic Signing Off ---::

.:Fireport blogged on 9:49 AM:.
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::Today spent the whole day at plaza working then got my pay
and bought NFS:PRO STREET
COOL GAME
RECOMANDED
5 SOULS hahaha
Of to game CYA
--- ELLUMIC SIGNING OFF ---::

.:Fireport blogged on 10:01 PM:.
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::lol
Enough of the suspense Its ME!!!!
hahhahaha
lol
Today went swimming with dearest
Of course we had fun at the pool side today....
Then had our lunch by the pool side...
After that went by to lala's
Stay till like 3 ++++
then meet Yixin
Went to Ajisan for tea
after that got Yixin a job app at EK fashion....
After that sent dearest home where they play jump carriage...
Then after went to cut hair...
Now home blogging
hahah
I'm obsessed with the song Bizarre Love Triangle....
lol
Everytime I think of you I get a shot right into a bolt of blue...
---Ellumic Siging Off---::

.:Fireport blogged on 10:35 PM:.
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::Why does it feel so painful sometimes.....
When I see you sad...
When I see you emotional....
It hurts so much I want to die.....
Every moment I see you sad or in fustration......
I feel so a rush of pain...
Its so different with others....
When others are in sadness or anger...
All I feel is the same emotion...
But with you...
The feeling is amplified a sevenfold....
no...
A thousand fold....
I feel pain which is worse than any wound or injury....
Now do you know why I look sad or angry when you do?
Its cause I can feel it....
Its cause its flowing out of you like a stream that has been released from a dam....
I don't know why but I can control it sometimes...
But most times it comes at me at rate which I can't control it....
You affect me more than you know....
Every little thing you do...
Every small movement...
Affects me...
Every breath...
Every Step....
Every Heartbeat...
Every Word....
Every thought...
It affects me....
That Saturday you agreed to be my girlfriend....
Was the day I gave you abit of my soul and heart to keep....
It is something I've done many times before...
But every time they came back tired, shattered, broken or plainly just gone.....
I'm scared....
I really am...
Why can't we just be happy everyday without any anger or stuff....
I won't change my girlfriend...
and if I can't help you change....
I'll change my self to suit you....
To help you be happier...
I don't mind being a tool...
I don't mind being just a phase in your life to be happier...
As long as I know I loved you with all my heart....
Even if its broken in the end....
I won't regret it...
I'm stupid that way...
No matter how smart I may be in others...
In affairs of the heart....
I'm a fool hardy idiot that does anything for the one I love...
As long as I can help her.....
Its all I can do for her....
The thing is I love you...
I can't live without you....
You are all I have to keep myself alive...
Maybe I can get over you if you leave....
But this time I think I'm more likely to kill myself in my own misery...
Either physically or metaphoriclly...
I'll die in emotion or body...
It doesn't matter....
But I will not regret loving you....
Spending all possible time I have with you...
You are more important than anyone or anything....
Everything pales in comparison to you....
I'm not good in words or poetry...
Rather I'm not good enough to my own standards...
But still I'll try in every way to improve my own technique and level....
If I could serenade you with words and emotions straight from my heart everyday....
I now know why girls always picked other guys even though I wooed them....
They always picked the less complicated guy...
The one who was of few words and language....
The one who need not speak to convey a message of love and affection...
I can never be that man or person...
I hope you can accept that....
The only way I know how to show my love and affection is through words and whatever I can do that I consider beneath me yet do them with all my heart and soul....
I just hope in the end....
Even if I'm late for the dance of life....
You'd save the last dance for me...
And dance till the end....

" There's no sense in telling me the wisdom of the fool won't set you free..."
Jewel - Bizzare Love Triangle

" I can have many lovers, many courteseans and ladies,
They will never compare to you,
I can have all the riches in the world,
But they will never be worth anything if I'm not with you,
I can have all the pictures, flowers and art in the world,
But they all pale in your beauty,
I can say all the words of love and poetry in the world,
But they wouldn't mean a thing if you didn't believe me......"
Edward Cheang
(C) 2007::

.:Fireport blogged on 11:24 PM:.

::Today had alot of fun hahaha
Spent the whole morning at home.
Went to meet Dearest after lunch hour to hang out at lala's
So basicly we spent about 2 hours there till 3+ then went to meet Yixin.
After that we went to IMM
for a failed interview thanks to some old friend of mine....
That idoit couldn't tell the difference between his girlfriend and his best friend I tell you....
Damn guy didn't tell me anything and expected me to know things....
You people think I'm a god is it?
Know everything you normal people think about and do?
You think I know everything?
Like real lah!!!!
I'm also human one!!!!
The things is ah I tell you....
IS THAT I READ MORE THAN YOU BOZOS THAT THINK YOU ALL VERY SMART!!!!!
YOU REALLY THINK ITS THAT EASY MEH????
GO READ SOME BOOKS LAH!!!!!!
and by that I meant books like,
Controlling your emotions,
Reading Minds - Body Language 101,
Reading Minds - Human Manner,
Predictions - Human Patterns,
Predictions - Human Stupidity,
How to make a friend and keep them,
How to make your subordinates like you,
Sun Tze's Art of War,
The Three Kingdoms.
Read something that makes your mind think
God damn it I hate people who think thier smart but haven't read any of these books.
Anyways after that went down to lot 1 to help lala return disc.
Dropped by Cafe Cartel in Plaza for job interview but as usual all slots full.
After sent them home and here I am
Here are the pics we took today.






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.:Fireport blogged on 10:28 PM:.
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::Today at arcade had a good time playing Silent Hill....
It ROCKED!!!!
SCARY AND FUN HAHAHHA!!!!
After work went to meet dar hahaha
then we went to lot 1 then went home
---Ellumic Signing Off---::

.:Fireport blogged on 10:42 PM:.
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::Today got promoted to a Staff Sergant!!!!!!
haha
Well today's weariness comes from various factors....
The night before due to my anticipation...
I spent the whole bloody night polishing my boots....
So that was like after Wushu class which is fucking tiring....
And i couldn't sleep at all....
The only shut eye I got so far was the three hours of sleep in the afternoon....
The worse part is that I went to BB in polo and jeans due to someones mistake of giving me wrong info....
And got a scolding from every single person of higher ranking.....
God damn it all to hell....
Other reasons today include playing ball before and after BB even though I was exhausted from the night before and slightly dehydrated.....
Thankfully my girlfriend was there to mentally support me and that kept me thru the day without passing out or killing people....
After that went to my grandma's and had dinner there...
Watched the show Uptown girls and such....
Hahahha
Its a nice show
Dakota Fanning is like sooooo uptight than some grown up called Molly is the exact opposite!!!!
Its so stupid hahaha!!!
Planning to ton with dar on thursday....
So yeah hahahah
......
Why do I still find myself frowning when I smile...
After I laugh....
I'm unhappy about something ? I guess.....
Not sure what it is....
It isn't you...
Maybe it's me...
Either way I have to find that out on my own......
Why sometiumes I ask about your past with him.....
Is cause I always find the past interesting....
Yet its contridicting...
The more I talk about your past with him the more I get mad....
yet the more I ask about it the more interesting it gets...
It may be a little late to tell you this since I most probally won't be asking about him for about many years of our life together....
Well thats pretty much it about that person...
I hate him....
Yet Ironicly I find him interesting....
Its confusing thats all....
But the main focus is all about you....
Nothing but you.....
I really wish...
Hope....
Want....
That one day...
Without fail....
I can make you smile....
and not frown at all....
That we can be happy the whole day....
Without you looking sad....
Just one....
JUST ONE.....
Is enough....
I know that day won't come so soon....
Not until HE is out of your heart.....
I won't stop trying till he is...
To my dying breath....
I swear...
I WILL MAKE SURE HE WILL NO LONGER BE A REASON FOR YOU TO BE SAD.......
If I give up in this half way.....
I swear to god...
That heaven will strike me with a bolt of lightning....
That will kill me and send me to the place I belong.....
I want you to be happy thats all.....
If by one unfortunate day....
By one unfortunate chance...
Letting you be happy means letting you go.....
I'll do everything to make you stay...
But if you leave...
As long as he loves you more than me....
If you can be happier with him...
I'll let go...
Only if its the last thing I can do....
Only if there is nothing left to be done...
I'll let go...
I won't be happy about it....
I might even die because of it...
But I will let go....
AS long as your happy...
I'll sacrifice anything I can to keep that smile on your face....
anything...............
--- Ellumic Signing Off ---::

.:Fireport blogged on 11:06 PM:.
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