::Hurt yeah Healing definately.
Thats all i can say about the thing i dont want to be reminded of.
But I truly loved her....
She wont ever know the type of pain I felt...
The feeling of everything crumbling down in a second without even a thought to save yourself....
The feeling of losing everything you care about in a single moment...
Or even the feeling of caring so much about someone that you are ready at any moment to give up everything but suddenly feel so empty....
I don't deserve her i was selfish and for her to be angry I understand...
I didn't want to feel hurt so i pushed the blame to others...
I'm in the wrong yes but are you sure that the one who hurts the most is her....
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Ok now to things that dont make me wanna cry and kill myself.
Played ragnarok the entire morning and trained my character from level 29 to level 37.
A theif goota get and assasin up and fast before I can make a cross.
Oh and exams coming up soon goona start revising on my science tommorow.
As for now just feeling bored killing orc zombies and skeles.
Dun worry there will be a travling post tonight well for me that is.
Not sure even if there are people reading this but if you are I must be lucky.
Well Tdl::

.:Fireport blogged on 1:45 PM:.
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